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twice in the same month. i'm impressed with myself!
I think I'm some what still recovering from the past 6 months. I've gone through so many emotions, no wonder I'm a little imbalanced. I never imagined how horrible it could be to be looked in the eyes and told I could have cancer, and now I know what it's like. I never thought I'd be the one in the hospital bed, with wires hooked up to me, just keeping me awake. I never thought I'd see the day when my heart would give out on me. I've learned that I am breakable, and that scares me. But it almost makes it easier to just keep on truckin.
I still have this vision of changing the world. And I think everything I've been through will help me get just a little bit closer.
I think I'm some what still recovering from the past 6 months. I've gone through so many emotions, no wonder I'm a little imbalanced. I never imagined how horrible it could be to be looked in the eyes and told I could have cancer, and now I know what it's like. I never thought I'd be the one in the hospital bed, with wires hooked up to me, just keeping me awake. I never thought I'd see the day when my heart would give out on me. I've learned that I am breakable, and that scares me. But it almost makes it easier to just keep on truckin.
I still have this vision of changing the world. And I think everything I've been through will help me get just a little bit closer.