Jun 21, 2007 01:28
I push the people that i love, so far away. I don't know why I'm so sad now, this is what I wanted. I don't understand why I can't fix things. The more I try, the more I fuck things up.
I just keep listening to Samson by Regina Spektor and I keep trying to figure out why that song screams out my life.
I'm tired of drinking myself stupid, just because I don't want to feel anymore.
I'm the only thing stopping me.