Decisions
It's been a fun bit of summer. Went to Vegas for my lil bro's wedding. I was super sick with a cold, but managed to walk tons and visit with Jenny. She flew over from Oakland and spend three days showing me around. Didn't really do anything exciting there, just walked and ate. Super spendy out there now as well. Spend $400 on food alone. :(
Been working my butt off. Which sucks. I finally managed to get into my psyche and get my A.D.D. meds changed. Turns out the one I was one had a anti-depressant effect...which I didn't know about...so I was getting that on top of the separate anti-depressant I was on. No wonder I didn't want to do anything or CARE about anything. Sheesh. New meds are fantastic but I'm having a VERY hard time falling asleep at night. My average is 3 hours a night. :/ Gotta find something to help my sleep. (Melatonin isn't working.)
Demons are back to school. I'm happy with both their teachers. #1's teacher knew who he was right away and got down onto his level to speak with him. #2's teacher is #1's old Kindergarten teacher. She knows what she's getting into. LOL
Hubby got his money finally. He bought a 2012 Nissan Versa. It's...small. But nice to have a working car with a warranty. Now we're trying to get rid of the poor Neon, but the neighbor who said she wanted to buy it keeps putting us off. Best to have a talk with her. Hubby's also being a super tight-ass about the money. Which I understand to a point. But buying the demons new quality winter jackets (not ones from Wal-Mart that have their zipper break after two weeks of use.) he just won't do. Grrrr...I've gotten him to agree to pay for half the price at least.
I have some big changes coming up. I'm going thru the steps to have Bariactric Bypass Surgery. I have to lost 15 pounds in 6 months first, according to my insurance. So far I'm failing THAT. I do still have 5 more months to lose it PLUS the new meds suppress my appetite and keeps me way more active. Also, I have a chance to attend a seminar regarding some personal issues in November that I'm debating on. Right now it's just trying to figure out what to tell the Hubby about it and/or how to not tell him and just leave for a weekend. It'll cost $300, plus another $400 for the flight out to Philly and then hotel and food. I could afford it (one paycheck at a time) but again...it's the figuring out part. I should probably just do it and figure it out later. I really want to attend and I think I really need to go.
Starting to do another job search. Polishing up my resume and gearing up for interviews. Not fun, but necessary. Sam's Club is driving me insane. I'm used to being treated like crap by the people I work with but not from the customers. It's really wearing on me to be treated like their servant and shit on the bottom of their feet.
Been working my butt off. Which sucks. I finally managed to get into my psyche and get my A.D.D. meds changed. Turns out the one I was one had a anti-depressant effect...which I didn't know about...so I was getting that on top of the separate anti-depressant I was on. No wonder I didn't want to do anything or CARE about anything. Sheesh. New meds are fantastic but I'm having a VERY hard time falling asleep at night. My average is 3 hours a night. :/ Gotta find something to help my sleep. (Melatonin isn't working.)
Demons are back to school. I'm happy with both their teachers. #1's teacher knew who he was right away and got down onto his level to speak with him. #2's teacher is #1's old Kindergarten teacher. She knows what she's getting into. LOL
Hubby got his money finally. He bought a 2012 Nissan Versa. It's...small. But nice to have a working car with a warranty. Now we're trying to get rid of the poor Neon, but the neighbor who said she wanted to buy it keeps putting us off. Best to have a talk with her. Hubby's also being a super tight-ass about the money. Which I understand to a point. But buying the demons new quality winter jackets (not ones from Wal-Mart that have their zipper break after two weeks of use.) he just won't do. Grrrr...I've gotten him to agree to pay for half the price at least.
I have some big changes coming up. I'm going thru the steps to have Bariactric Bypass Surgery. I have to lost 15 pounds in 6 months first, according to my insurance. So far I'm failing THAT. I do still have 5 more months to lose it PLUS the new meds suppress my appetite and keeps me way more active. Also, I have a chance to attend a seminar regarding some personal issues in November that I'm debating on. Right now it's just trying to figure out what to tell the Hubby about it and/or how to not tell him and just leave for a weekend. It'll cost $300, plus another $400 for the flight out to Philly and then hotel and food. I could afford it (one paycheck at a time) but again...it's the figuring out part. I should probably just do it and figure it out later. I really want to attend and I think I really need to go.
Starting to do another job search. Polishing up my resume and gearing up for interviews. Not fun, but necessary. Sam's Club is driving me insane. I'm used to being treated like crap by the people I work with but not from the customers. It's really wearing on me to be treated like their servant and shit on the bottom of their feet.