Yeah, you havent been your happy self lately...
Hey everyone-
Whats up? Mm nothing here.Just sitting here thinking about how I can get Ryan back, But I know I will never have a second chance. Ok Im seriosly sick of being depressed! It absolutly sucks. And Im not happy. To answer my Subject title, No im not my happy self. I was happy with Ryan. But he wasnt, Who cares? I do..
Well Today was a little better. It still sucks cuz Im not with him. I had ASL first block. It sucked..I had it with Ryan. Yeah, fun. I kept looking at him and you have no idea how bad I wanted to cry. And I saw him look at me too. then English. Ok. Just read To kill A Mockingbird. Boring book right now. Then Sb. Found out that Courtney and I made the Talent show. I was excited. Now all we need to do is work on moves and our song. To make it better. Then math. Got a freakin 83 on the test. Not happy. So Im going to retake it. If i cant have ryan, i better have good grades.. then I had Earth Science, DEFINATLY bombed that test. He is going to give it to us first block, and Im not ready to get yelled at by him then my mom.Ugh. So i cant wait to get that test back, hah. Then I had that Math thing. I have to take a test for that on Friday. Oh what fun. NOT. Then I went to the baseball game. I feel bad cuz I can never stay for the whole thing. But it was freakin freezng, ugh. So Then I went to Erins to work on Rh singers. Loved it. It was a lot of fun. Kinda made me take my mind off Ryan, but then it came back. Well I think im going to go. I gotta get into the shower..yay..
Steph
Whats up? Mm nothing here.Just sitting here thinking about how I can get Ryan back, But I know I will never have a second chance. Ok Im seriosly sick of being depressed! It absolutly sucks. And Im not happy. To answer my Subject title, No im not my happy self. I was happy with Ryan. But he wasnt, Who cares? I do..
Well Today was a little better. It still sucks cuz Im not with him. I had ASL first block. It sucked..I had it with Ryan. Yeah, fun. I kept looking at him and you have no idea how bad I wanted to cry. And I saw him look at me too. then English. Ok. Just read To kill A Mockingbird. Boring book right now. Then Sb. Found out that Courtney and I made the Talent show. I was excited. Now all we need to do is work on moves and our song. To make it better. Then math. Got a freakin 83 on the test. Not happy. So Im going to retake it. If i cant have ryan, i better have good grades.. then I had Earth Science, DEFINATLY bombed that test. He is going to give it to us first block, and Im not ready to get yelled at by him then my mom.Ugh. So i cant wait to get that test back, hah. Then I had that Math thing. I have to take a test for that on Friday. Oh what fun. NOT. Then I went to the baseball game. I feel bad cuz I can never stay for the whole thing. But it was freakin freezng, ugh. So Then I went to Erins to work on Rh singers. Loved it. It was a lot of fun. Kinda made me take my mind off Ryan, but then it came back. Well I think im going to go. I gotta get into the shower..yay..
Steph