Everythings going to be allright? Yeah right
Hey everyone..
Whats up? Mm nothing here. Pretty bad and boring day. I freakin miss Ryan already. I loved him so much and he couldnt forgive me from one stupid mistake that meant nothing to me, and he just couldnt forgive me. You said you loved me, you said that nothing will come between true love. And we are in True love. So YOu lied to me. And dont say you didnt, cuz you did. YOu said you felt this way for a couple weeks now. WHY THE FUCK DID YOU LEAD ME ON? AND THEN GIVE ME THIS FUCKIN HEART BREAK? You broke it in half then stuck it into a blender and didnt even try to fix it. and now you tell ppl oh it was irreconisable differences? What the FUCK did you smoke last night. Come on and be a man and tell them why you did. Cuz you were jealous and "you didnt like me like me anymore" Im not going to say anything else. Cuz I want you back. I love you and I know you love me. I just wish you would admit it and come back to me. I wish we could be what we were a couple weeks again. Just like Saturday. You telling me you love me and kissing me..Why cant we have that back? Why? I love you Ryan. I really do. Ive never felt this way before. And you are going to run from it? Why? Think about it.
Well, I had Earth Science first. Didnt talk. My friends thought I was depressed and boy were they right. But Mr.Dietz tried so hard to get me to laugh. Didnt work. then Global. Poor Mike. He was sitting there trying to make me laugh. Didnt work. He told me to forget about him. And I said i cant. then Sb. Broke down basically cuz I saw him at the firedrill. Not a very fun one like they used to be. Lunch. Ive never ever had that bad of a lunch before. Looking at him then he looks at me and i look away. Or having him sit like 2 feet away from me and hes not even talking to me. It was horriable. Everyone is teliing me oh he looks so sad. I hhope he is. I want him back, you ppl have no idea. Then MAth. Couldnt concentrate. Thinking about him I had a math test and I bet I bombed it. then Chorus. Sand All I ask Of you. A big Love song in the Phantom of the Opera.Saw that with Ryan..And he and i sang together when we saw it. Everything today reminded me of Ryan. Mr. Dietz wrote Ouch how Ryan says it,I saw his face, There are couples EVERYWHERE. Saw Kelly and Mike and they are just like Ryan and I. Well what we were. not a really good Day. Not like tomorrow will be better. I have ASl First block with him. Im hoping that everything is better soon and that i wont be depressed for a long time. Who knows what I might do? I mean I had Erik B and Jason C Comforting me and they never do! they are always picking on me. I must be really depressed. I hate my life..
Im going to go. Nothing else to write..
Steph
Whats up? Mm nothing here. Pretty bad and boring day. I freakin miss Ryan already. I loved him so much and he couldnt forgive me from one stupid mistake that meant nothing to me, and he just couldnt forgive me. You said you loved me, you said that nothing will come between true love. And we are in True love. So YOu lied to me. And dont say you didnt, cuz you did. YOu said you felt this way for a couple weeks now. WHY THE FUCK DID YOU LEAD ME ON? AND THEN GIVE ME THIS FUCKIN HEART BREAK? You broke it in half then stuck it into a blender and didnt even try to fix it. and now you tell ppl oh it was irreconisable differences? What the FUCK did you smoke last night. Come on and be a man and tell them why you did. Cuz you were jealous and "you didnt like me like me anymore" Im not going to say anything else. Cuz I want you back. I love you and I know you love me. I just wish you would admit it and come back to me. I wish we could be what we were a couple weeks again. Just like Saturday. You telling me you love me and kissing me..Why cant we have that back? Why? I love you Ryan. I really do. Ive never felt this way before. And you are going to run from it? Why? Think about it.
Well, I had Earth Science first. Didnt talk. My friends thought I was depressed and boy were they right. But Mr.Dietz tried so hard to get me to laugh. Didnt work. then Global. Poor Mike. He was sitting there trying to make me laugh. Didnt work. He told me to forget about him. And I said i cant. then Sb. Broke down basically cuz I saw him at the firedrill. Not a very fun one like they used to be. Lunch. Ive never ever had that bad of a lunch before. Looking at him then he looks at me and i look away. Or having him sit like 2 feet away from me and hes not even talking to me. It was horriable. Everyone is teliing me oh he looks so sad. I hhope he is. I want him back, you ppl have no idea. Then MAth. Couldnt concentrate. Thinking about him I had a math test and I bet I bombed it. then Chorus. Sand All I ask Of you. A big Love song in the Phantom of the Opera.Saw that with Ryan..And he and i sang together when we saw it. Everything today reminded me of Ryan. Mr. Dietz wrote Ouch how Ryan says it,I saw his face, There are couples EVERYWHERE. Saw Kelly and Mike and they are just like Ryan and I. Well what we were. not a really good Day. Not like tomorrow will be better. I have ASl First block with him. Im hoping that everything is better soon and that i wont be depressed for a long time. Who knows what I might do? I mean I had Erik B and Jason C Comforting me and they never do! they are always picking on me. I must be really depressed. I hate my life..
Im going to go. Nothing else to write..
Steph