i strongly dislike when people use "you" in livejournal entries and being a hypocrite is awesome.

Feb 02, 2005 17:22

i found a new friend today.
my dad is reprimanding a red haired preteen behind me.
a woman that lives here is crying in the back ground
a boy i know was hit with an unfortunite relisation by reality today.
i found a quote in a book that paralleled another from a blackboard.
i missed a girl today.
i remebered this day during math class when i soiled a fresh sheet of paper and scribbled to the boy sitting beside me that the sky looked like a perfect color photograph.
i sprinted down an empty stair case singing a lie today.
i am excited about project runaway.
i hate that the only adjective to describe everything ow is ridiculous
i realised that whenever i type my eyebrows drop together.
i had dream about hamilton and brooke last night in my bathroom.
i cant think of any more observations right now but

i didnt even want to update this dumb thing. butim sitting here listening to cocorosie and wishing i could fake that smile you know that smile as children tumble through this vibrating atmosphere poking my ribs and infecting my ear drums despite this womans glorious melodic crys.so i guess this is an appropriate enviornement. your only sane until they catch you. everyones crazy you know. everyone is. i know i am and have openly acknoledged this unfortunite flaw for at least half of my life. despite the restrictions reality uses to hold each stuttering mind together. i am so frusterated with this whole thing right now. i am so tired of just is's and this. i dont know how to fix it this time either. whenever bad things happen the only thing i can think to do is hug and thats all. word are too cumbersome to help anything. im sorry i cant mend you. words dont mean anything anyway. im sorry is the most embarassing excuse for redemption but i cant think of anything else to say. obviously. its involentary. it seems the only way to convey a message is to use affection or esp. i still wish i had obtained telekinetic powers so i oculd possible explore another alternative. but because that hasnt been working out lately i dont know where to go. i could continue but it would be a waste of your time because theres nothing you can do either. -hayden.
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