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sooo..
my crazy bitchyness has helped me too loose a friend who i'm surpised even put up with it for as long as he did... not like i'm proud of it. i do not cry over guys.. but ive spent the passed 3hours crying over this.. im an ass. yeah, as one of the many songs we sang together comes on. great.
for the first time ever i tried to apologize first.
that was 3hours ago.
he's really done with me this time.
now i remember why i distance myself from guys so much.
well...i've decided i need a change.
im dying my hair. blonde again. that was the best summer of my life... the blonde hair probably really did help.lol
im getting my lip pierced. (or nose... whichever comes first)
i want to loose 10more pounds.
i'm gonna stop distancing myself from people so much.
and i'm gonna date around..
nomore looking for a serious relationship.
and nomore being scared of getting hurt.
yes..
i want to be happy again.
i'm gonna change my myspace too. heh. i think i need to.
wtf.....
i never care about anything this much
my crazy bitchyness has helped me too loose a friend who i'm surpised even put up with it for as long as he did... not like i'm proud of it. i do not cry over guys.. but ive spent the passed 3hours crying over this.. im an ass. yeah, as one of the many songs we sang together comes on. great.
for the first time ever i tried to apologize first.
that was 3hours ago.
he's really done with me this time.
now i remember why i distance myself from guys so much.
well...i've decided i need a change.
im dying my hair. blonde again. that was the best summer of my life... the blonde hair probably really did help.lol
im getting my lip pierced. (or nose... whichever comes first)
i want to loose 10more pounds.
i'm gonna stop distancing myself from people so much.
and i'm gonna date around..
nomore looking for a serious relationship.
and nomore being scared of getting hurt.
yes..
i want to be happy again.
i'm gonna change my myspace too. heh. i think i need to.
wtf.....
i never care about anything this much