Apr 20, 2006 21:44
blah.
one of those nights...
i don't feel like doing anything. i just want to sleeeeeep.
my mom found my diet pills and now is not only mad at me for having them, but i probably lost her trust again too..it's not even like that. it's the only thing i've lied to her about since she caught me smoking what 6years ago?
and fighting. wtf does it solve.....? well, for one of the first times ever, i tried to make the peace offering. got pretty much shot down. oh well. i guess i'll live.
fucking study my ass off to pass the stupid classes i have to take. and then what.. it doesn't matter anyway, theres always a fucking catch to things.
my heart hurts. physically...
noone ever understands that.
i really do get physical pain in my heart when i'm really upset.
oh well... not like it mattters.
got so much stuff due for school in the next week...i guess cause its over soon. thank god.
i sound like some fat, emo, crying asshole.
i REAAAAALLY hope noone reads this anymore.