Jul 29, 2008 22:55
Procrastinators should never aspire to grandiose plans, because the whole PLANNING thing gets fucked til the last moment.
And then hopes are fucking dashed.
I should never plan anything.
I could cry.
....and it serves me fucking right for avoiding my school account because I didn't want to think of school. I can't Steward at the festival cause I bought the ticket TWO DAYS TOO LATE AND I LEAVE TOMORROW AND THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO, which means I won't get the money back, I've no where to stay Thursday night, I'm going to be alone all fucking weekend and I have to buy three times as much food as I thought.
Fucking perfect.
I really hate myself sometimes. I've no one to blame but myself.
No, no, no, don't plan the trip you've been looking forward to. Watch FMA and read bad fiction and tv tropes instead. Cause, it's not like it's the internet and you know, not going anywhere.
Fuck.
ETA: Now I'm panicking. Okay, guys? Really bad time for all of you to be offline. Just saying. REALLY bad time. *frets frets*
self-pity party,
england 08,
i'm a fucking idiot