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I have just been informed that I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow. I am really scared because it will be my first apointment since I cut myself. I really don't want my doctor to see it, but I know she will. I told my dad that I didn't want to go, but I don't really think he cares all too much about what I think.
Speaking of my dad, I pretty much hate him right now. Once I get my license and car, I will have absolutely no need for him. Then, he can just stay even later at work and I can take care of my sisters and have all responsibility of them. Oh, wait, thats ALREADY how it is. The only difference is when I have a car, we can actually be on time for things and not have to do carpools. Lately, I have just been feeling this overwhelming pressure like I'm the one who has to do everything for my sisters and myself. It has gotten to where I am stuck making dinner and I have to call for my sisters to get rides everywhere and make sure they do their homework and all that stuff. I hate it!
On a good note, I got continental league music and worked on it with my voice teacher. I am going to try out for both alto and soprano. We worked mostly on breathing and dynamics since I learned the notes and rhythms by myself.
I'm going to go study for Francais! Au Revoir!
Speaking of my dad, I pretty much hate him right now. Once I get my license and car, I will have absolutely no need for him. Then, he can just stay even later at work and I can take care of my sisters and have all responsibility of them. Oh, wait, thats ALREADY how it is. The only difference is when I have a car, we can actually be on time for things and not have to do carpools. Lately, I have just been feeling this overwhelming pressure like I'm the one who has to do everything for my sisters and myself. It has gotten to where I am stuck making dinner and I have to call for my sisters to get rides everywhere and make sure they do their homework and all that stuff. I hate it!
On a good note, I got continental league music and worked on it with my voice teacher. I am going to try out for both alto and soprano. We worked mostly on breathing and dynamics since I learned the notes and rhythms by myself.
I'm going to go study for Francais! Au Revoir!