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so yesterday was mostly good
classes were whatever and then i just was lazy with viv after lunch until we went to dinner and then the mall with brad and brittany.
so i started out with high hopes cause im desperate for new clothes. then i go to a couple stores nothing really catches my eye or is in my price range. so i go to hollister and theres a sale on these reallllly cute zip ups. so i grab a large aaand its too tight around my arms. so whatever i leave and then my sister happens to call to tell me to tell me the skirt she just wore was a size 0. soo that was an immediate downfall in my mood even more. then she told me shes not coming for family weekend. and its not her fault or anything but it does really suck cause i really wanted to see her. but oh well ill be home the next weekend and then she'll hopefully be up for halloween. but anyways my mood was totally ruined so i decided i was done shopping and even when we went in the other store i didnt look. so we left.
went to mikes room. that was fun. brad was playing pong and then he was druuuunkkkk. it was funny.
idk really what to say about last night. i wasnt in the best mood and i felt really shitty about myself. magdi and i were talking about cutting. teeempting. but i didnt. well probably only cause i was with people lol oh well.
i woke up today at 1. so i missed my meeting lol. now i cant find my camera=( im probably just gonna shower soon and clean my room and then i kind of have a lot of homework and tests and shit coming up this week so i might actually do work until brad comes. cause viviana isnt here and then shes going out to dinner with her family. its her birthday=)
classes were whatever and then i just was lazy with viv after lunch until we went to dinner and then the mall with brad and brittany.
so i started out with high hopes cause im desperate for new clothes. then i go to a couple stores nothing really catches my eye or is in my price range. so i go to hollister and theres a sale on these reallllly cute zip ups. so i grab a large aaand its too tight around my arms. so whatever i leave and then my sister happens to call to tell me to tell me the skirt she just wore was a size 0. soo that was an immediate downfall in my mood even more. then she told me shes not coming for family weekend. and its not her fault or anything but it does really suck cause i really wanted to see her. but oh well ill be home the next weekend and then she'll hopefully be up for halloween. but anyways my mood was totally ruined so i decided i was done shopping and even when we went in the other store i didnt look. so we left.
went to mikes room. that was fun. brad was playing pong and then he was druuuunkkkk. it was funny.
idk really what to say about last night. i wasnt in the best mood and i felt really shitty about myself. magdi and i were talking about cutting. teeempting. but i didnt. well probably only cause i was with people lol oh well.
i woke up today at 1. so i missed my meeting lol. now i cant find my camera=( im probably just gonna shower soon and clean my room and then i kind of have a lot of homework and tests and shit coming up this week so i might actually do work until brad comes. cause viviana isnt here and then shes going out to dinner with her family. its her birthday=)