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hum de dum.
adam came back to america to visit for 10 days. brad, carolyn, viv and i went and picked him up from the bus station. we made sweet signs and everything lol. then i hung out with him that night...saw him a bit the next day...which was tuesday then didnt see him again until friday we hung out for a bit. then basically, i didnt hang out with him until last night. and he left this morning.
so the party we had for him last night was fun. so it wasnt really a party. we just played some asshole and kings and it was just carolyn mike adam and i. i was down there until about 1 and had 2 beers but due to a test today i didnt stay too late or drink really or anything. so when it came time for us to split wow it was hard. as i was going back to my dorm, adam and i were alone together. and we were hugging and saying bye and i was trying so hard not to cry...and then he told me how we got boyfriends and girlfriends at the wrong time. wow. i guess i just didnt realize that he still likes me. so then i was in my room and he was talking to me online and telling me how upset he was and how he was gonn amiss everyone, especially me. it was hard. and i tol dhim i was sorry we didnt hang out more. i guess i just didnt want to hurt myself more and he agreed. its just hard cause like hes one of my best friends and now hes back in england. before i knew he was coming back..now he doesnt know if he'll ever come back. and sure carolyn and i are gonna try studying abroad in london where he goes to school but who knows if we'll get in. so idk if im ever going to see him again. which is tough. and it just hurts to think about that. but mostly it hurts to have someone that i got so close to and i have so much fun with and is such a sweet caring amazing guy live so far away.
oh well thats life right.
i miss my dogs alot. i miss temi alot.
but im absolutely looooving it at school. omgoshhh we've had so many good times.
bad boy..haha best song everrrr
i love my twin. for real yo. i have so much fun with her. i love hanging out with her and mike theyre def my 2 best friends up here.
and of course i love love love loveeeee seeing brad so much. and im glad they get along so well with him cause i love it when the 4 of us han gout too
and of course i love viv and me and viv and carolyn are the sexy devils and its fucking great.
and sasha is amazing. but i havent seen her as much so it actually really sucks. but idk theres still time.
i just had my first test today. it was psych. it was ehh idk i think i passed but idk by how much. we'll see. i have film in about an hour and we're watching rebecca so im freaking pumpeddd i love that book and the part of the movie i saw lol. then brads coming over=) theres a hypnotist today so idk if we're going to that. brad needs to look at wrist braces so we might do that.
thennn tomorrow hes taking me shopping. i hope i get something ha. and i think viv is coming
then we're having a partayyy in mikes room with his pong table and sweet lights. and at 12 ITS VIVS BDAYYYY holla.
then saturday carolyn and i are doing the environmental coalition woot. then eventually brad will come back over and then idk
its good to be here
and next weekend is family weekend! im sooo pumped to see mi familia. and my aunt jay is coming so thats real sweet.
well this was mad long and im officially doneeee
adam came back to america to visit for 10 days. brad, carolyn, viv and i went and picked him up from the bus station. we made sweet signs and everything lol. then i hung out with him that night...saw him a bit the next day...which was tuesday then didnt see him again until friday we hung out for a bit. then basically, i didnt hang out with him until last night. and he left this morning.
so the party we had for him last night was fun. so it wasnt really a party. we just played some asshole and kings and it was just carolyn mike adam and i. i was down there until about 1 and had 2 beers but due to a test today i didnt stay too late or drink really or anything. so when it came time for us to split wow it was hard. as i was going back to my dorm, adam and i were alone together. and we were hugging and saying bye and i was trying so hard not to cry...and then he told me how we got boyfriends and girlfriends at the wrong time. wow. i guess i just didnt realize that he still likes me. so then i was in my room and he was talking to me online and telling me how upset he was and how he was gonn amiss everyone, especially me. it was hard. and i tol dhim i was sorry we didnt hang out more. i guess i just didnt want to hurt myself more and he agreed. its just hard cause like hes one of my best friends and now hes back in england. before i knew he was coming back..now he doesnt know if he'll ever come back. and sure carolyn and i are gonna try studying abroad in london where he goes to school but who knows if we'll get in. so idk if im ever going to see him again. which is tough. and it just hurts to think about that. but mostly it hurts to have someone that i got so close to and i have so much fun with and is such a sweet caring amazing guy live so far away.
oh well thats life right.
i miss my dogs alot. i miss temi alot.
but im absolutely looooving it at school. omgoshhh we've had so many good times.
bad boy..haha best song everrrr
i love my twin. for real yo. i have so much fun with her. i love hanging out with her and mike theyre def my 2 best friends up here.
and of course i love love love loveeeee seeing brad so much. and im glad they get along so well with him cause i love it when the 4 of us han gout too
and of course i love viv and me and viv and carolyn are the sexy devils and its fucking great.
and sasha is amazing. but i havent seen her as much so it actually really sucks. but idk theres still time.
i just had my first test today. it was psych. it was ehh idk i think i passed but idk by how much. we'll see. i have film in about an hour and we're watching rebecca so im freaking pumpeddd i love that book and the part of the movie i saw lol. then brads coming over=) theres a hypnotist today so idk if we're going to that. brad needs to look at wrist braces so we might do that.
thennn tomorrow hes taking me shopping. i hope i get something ha. and i think viv is coming
then we're having a partayyy in mikes room with his pong table and sweet lights. and at 12 ITS VIVS BDAYYYY holla.
then saturday carolyn and i are doing the environmental coalition woot. then eventually brad will come back over and then idk
its good to be here
and next weekend is family weekend! im sooo pumped to see mi familia. and my aunt jay is coming so thats real sweet.
well this was mad long and im officially doneeee