What if tomorrow was your last day on earth?
Everyone keeps asking the same question, and it made me think... What would I do?
I wouldn't go to sleep tonight - I'd go out, I'd get drunk, I'd dance till I dropped. I'd have the best night ever.
I'd go to the cemetery and I would yell at his grave. I'd ask it all the questions I wish I could ask him, the ones I keep asking myself, and I'd cry my heart out there, alone.
Then I'd probably go to my great-grandma's and whisper how sorry I am that I cried for someone else at her funeral. She deserved more than that. And he doesn't deserve the fact that his decision still makes me cry.
I'd eat junk food for lunch and I'd go with all my friends to somewhere nice - maybe by the river, maybe in the forest - and we'd just hang there and have fun as we always do when we're together. I'd let them know everything I won't tell them because I really like the way things are with everyone right now. I'd spend the day with them and watch the sun go down holding hands with my best friends.
I'd have dinner with my family and be cliché and tell them I love them even though I don't usually show it.
Then I'd go to bed and cuddle with all my plushies.
I'd die with a light heart and a smile on my face.
I had to get that out. I had to cry because I've been keeping my tears inside for too long.
I miss him. It still hurts. Damn you.
I wouldn't go to sleep tonight - I'd go out, I'd get drunk, I'd dance till I dropped. I'd have the best night ever.
I'd go to the cemetery and I would yell at his grave. I'd ask it all the questions I wish I could ask him, the ones I keep asking myself, and I'd cry my heart out there, alone.
Then I'd probably go to my great-grandma's and whisper how sorry I am that I cried for someone else at her funeral. She deserved more than that. And he doesn't deserve the fact that his decision still makes me cry.
I'd eat junk food for lunch and I'd go with all my friends to somewhere nice - maybe by the river, maybe in the forest - and we'd just hang there and have fun as we always do when we're together. I'd let them know everything I won't tell them because I really like the way things are with everyone right now. I'd spend the day with them and watch the sun go down holding hands with my best friends.
I'd have dinner with my family and be cliché and tell them I love them even though I don't usually show it.
Then I'd go to bed and cuddle with all my plushies.
I'd die with a light heart and a smile on my face.
I had to get that out. I had to cry because I've been keeping my tears inside for too long.
I miss him. It still hurts. Damn you.