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[sodistressed]

built to reform the lives of others
blood and tears
devouring your soul
i can never be what you want
i can never mean to you what you mean to me
i found a friend today
who will make it all ok
i found a friend today
to take the pain away
i found a friend today
who will make everyones life miserable
but my own
you deserve it
you're so fuckin beautiful
i hate you
you're so damn ugly
i envy you
when i decided to go
let me say goodbye
you know ill come back
just like i always do
a cloud of animosity
lingering above your head
it doesnt just rain anymore
it pours
you got me down now
i know cause your hold on me is exhausting
i wish for once
you could just see me for what i am
gone before you where here
lost before you where found
dont know what it means
when you look at me that way
dont know what it means
when you say the things you say
doesnt matter much anymore
im wishing her away