For you...For me

[sodistressed]

the cold steel against my forehead
only comfort ive found since you're gone
she holds my hand
"i promised you i'd take the pain away"
drowning in my own insecurities
as i fell you watched me
and laughed
and i dont care anymore
i needed you now
but you're nowhere to be found
if you go
then i go
my life is a mess just like yours
i'm lost at this moment
i love you but i have to go now
i'm sorry
i have to leave like this
you're doing it again
taking over my head
i have to let go
just leave it alone
i can't explain it
cuz i don't even know myself
but i know i cant let this
world take you over without me
your eyes show nothing but pain
my love will always remain
dont pull it
so i dont have to
we can make it through this together
dont pull it
ill admit to loving you now
but you still believe
no one cares
my mind is clear now
see you on the other side
it still doesnt matter to anyone
still doesnt make a difference
still doesnt matter to you
you give me reason
not to give a fuck
and after the smoke clears
all that remains are
the blood stains and her smile