daaaaamn, it's been awhile.
wow it's been awhile; i guess since i really havn't felt the need to post here.
but sigh, i could use a small brain dump...
a lot has happened over the last couple months, impossible to sum up in a nutshell, but... yea.
i'm single again, sakuracon is in a week, i don't know what's going to happen with my life in the next 3 months and have no idea where i'll be, i'm unsure about a lot of things but i'm more mature and sure of myself than ever... sigh, i just, don't know though, it's very unsettling... a time where i wish i was the kind to drink, so that i could drink away the things on my mind for a little while, or, somthing. i don't know. being alone tonight really blows...
meh, it seems every time i find somthing that's just perfect, somthing comes along to fuck it up. fuck.
i don't know...
but sigh, i could use a small brain dump...
a lot has happened over the last couple months, impossible to sum up in a nutshell, but... yea.
i'm single again, sakuracon is in a week, i don't know what's going to happen with my life in the next 3 months and have no idea where i'll be, i'm unsure about a lot of things but i'm more mature and sure of myself than ever... sigh, i just, don't know though, it's very unsettling... a time where i wish i was the kind to drink, so that i could drink away the things on my mind for a little while, or, somthing. i don't know. being alone tonight really blows...
meh, it seems every time i find somthing that's just perfect, somthing comes along to fuck it up. fuck.
i don't know...