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i know that i love joseph & that he loves me but all this time we`re NOT spending together is really taking it`s toll. I`m being patient, but i`m sick of the "we`ll hang out _____...Oh wait something came up". Don`t even get me started on Friday. He said he was going to try EVERYTHING to see me more but i don`t know. I`m giving it till after xmas, i know he`s busy trying to pay for all the gifts he`s getting people, plus bills, plus working 2 jobs, so hopefully AFTER xmas i will get to see him again. Plus he`s moving. I`m probably not even being fair, but i can`t help it, i MISS him. & it doesn`t help that so many hot guys are around me, including a guy i used to go to school with who i had a major crush on COINCIDENTALLY working the same job as me in the same dept. I wouldn`t cheat on joseph though, i mean, i`ve had a million opportunities & i`ve passed them all up..why start now? But it does suck to be tied down when you don`t even SEE your man. I`m being unfair. He has a lot on his plate rite now & so do i. I`m wifey, i know this.