joseph<3
i miss how me&joseph were in the VERY beginning of our relationship...how he was so awkward around me & SHY & always calling me 24/7..during his breaks....when he got home...Now it`s like i talk to him once a day, to check in & i still love him a LOTTT & i know he still loves me, i just kind of wish we were back in that headoverheelsiloveyousomuchholdmyhandsoidontfalldownfromuphereintheclouds kind of love, ya kno? I know one day when we`re like 30 or something we will look at THIS time as the beginning of our relationship & think about how we used to be. When i think of that it makes me feel better. & I know that i wouldn`t invest 11 months into someone that i didn`t see myself being with for a LONG time, you could ask ANY of my friends, it was like UNHEARD of for me to commit. I just want to be held, but then....don`t we all?