words. pouring out. to you.

[socolove]

today was long.
tomorrow will be longer.
i love you.
but i dont know you.
i see you.
but i havnt realized you.
ive found you.
but you havnt looked at me yet.
where are you.
right in front of me.
your far away.
but right next to me.
you stand there.
im invisible.
you are just another.
im invisible.
i stare.
im invisible.
i sit.
im invisible.
your really not even here yet.
not in my life.
but im waiting.
paitiently.
preciously.
wanting.
but feeling.
so much.
dont feel.
its nothing.
cause you who are there.
just make me feel invisible.
so blown away.
so alone.
leave. you havnt even come.
and im pushing you away.
not good enough.
or maybe too good.
never satisfied.
you're the norm.
so someone please come.
out of the light.
come into my dark.
save me.
now please.

senseless.yes.



lay alone.
lay by me.
frayed are the thoughts.
stick on the roof of my head.
so sore and tired.
words pour out.
to no one though.
one day.
though they will be.
for you.

love.a.lot.