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ok so i need to document.
i am in the best mood today. EVER!
i have no idea why
nothing at all went wrong.
at all.
and i just feel so awesome.
i woke up. nice and late like usual. took a shower. had wavy hair today...usually i hate it, but today it was fine. put on a skirt, tights, black boots, top, zip up, scarf, and blazer, some colorful earings and a little bit of makeup to cover up my face that is totally broken out.,...you would think i would be upset about that too...but im not.i then proceeded to rush aro und my room that is really messy and you wuld think id be really annoyed with that,but i love it! as i rushing i find out there is no gas in my car so my mom has to drive me and i start to yell at everyone. that was fun. i still wasnt unhappy. i had a protein bar, sick sick sick, for breakfast that for some reason today tasted really good. and i grabbed another for lunch,because i knew i was really unprepared for my debate that was determining my grade, that i had nothing done or, which i should have been upset about that too...which i was just nervous and having slight anxiety, but that is ntohing new. so i sotep into school.. running late like usual and get to practicing the violinwith BIATCH mr gross. and i didnt let him bother me one bit. then you know second hour i just couldnt stop aughing. and smiling. it was great. third hour. frau...was a total bitch and threw a tape at my face, and i just was like WHATEVUH and kept goig with my day. in sciencei realized i didnt turn in a bunch of assignments LOL and ales x was being a real live bitch and i was like fuck that so i just didnt talk to him. then lunch time came andi did work the whole hour for the debate, which went wonderfully and i WOrN! yes i WIN I WIN I WIN i love winning. that really made my day good. then i went ot math and aughed the whole hour. tom macheachearn is SO FUNNy and everyone in that class is such a dumb fuck that i feel really smart. eyeah boi that was hot. all they do is takl about lsd and say FUCK like every five minutes l oud and clear. i love it. and ms littlejohn just sits there and says things like shh with a side of shhh.e ha i love her. waht a little plum woman. then i proceed to go to creative writng and just take pictures from one of my favorite website www.zefa-images.com !!!! for my project that i havnt even started! yeah! THEn after school there is major drama with my sister and rides and i have a nhs mee eting that im late for, which im like oh well, then right after that me and mommy go tto burger king to get some fries! my favorite of all time. even though im beginning to truly hate junk food, that is my weakness. afterthat i go home and get my violin stuff to proceed to drive jordan to yet another social activity, likehe doesnt do enough AND then i go to wynneths to play violin. of courseim playing reallny bad, but i dont even care. imjust enjoying being with one of my best friends. then after thati rush home and put on my dance clothes because I THOUGHT i was going toehgo to subway and randomly pick up pat colin and whoever else wanted to come, but i ended up eating nothing and running out the door because i coulndt find any clean dance clothes on time...who knew?! ohhhh and now let the fuon TRULY BEGIN! me and rachel are in the car and we are singing copeland really loud, that was fun. we are starting to s get along more..well ok maybe that was just today, its hard to tell with her mood and everyone elses. so we get to dance. andi find out that the class i assist which is carolines...hmm the logic in that? is an OUTCAST SONG! so im liek woahhh yeahhh booiii babby i need to be in this dance. so i just dance around. thennn ballet comes. ohhh the joy. we all just laughed the whole time and got bitched at by miss anna but we were like fuck you you dont own us so we just laughed some more. and then we laughed some more. and smiled. and laughed. an di love my dance girls. and OH caroline brouht me an ENTIRE container of hummus and pita break. talk about the high point of probably my WEEK maybe month and maybe year. what alittle lovebug. then we had TAP! i love opaeter and i love tap! ohhh wait! i fosrgotto o say that before on hte ride to dance im talkin to joel an hes going on about something and then im ust like WOAH I REALLY MISS YOU! because i realized i really adid. then he was like yeah i miss you too. andi thought, wow heis the best. i dont know waht i would do without him. ok back to tap...so the dance is to the black eyed peas who i just absolutely love lovelove to pum it and well it was just so much fun. then today was a day that will life in infamy because we definistely wanted to stay after we were supposed to go home and DANCE MORE like woah how wierd? someone docusment that. then as we are all getting into our cars and leaving casalo land i yell...today is a day that will go down in infamy!! it probably doesnt even make sense,but when do i ever? yeah id ont even know either! so then i comehome and i eat some yummy noodles and go upstairs to my messier room and sit here and talk to my boyzzzzzahhh yeah i love them. excep t for one. and we know who that is cause hes just annoying! and i talked to jeff which is always nice because he is just calming and tom t ried to teach me how to be mean, but i just dont think i can!! at least not TOO mean. but but yeah and i love my girls andi love my life. today i have actually just realized that i dont need to let anyone RAIN ON MY FUCKIN PARADE. we are here for so short. and im so sick of being all like omg my life is so hard. which ok it is kind of toaugh but ive accepted that. peop le are bitches ok!"??!!? and once you realize that, everything kind of falls into place. im sick of dealing with the bitches, so i wont. alright. im going to either. a. do some homework. b. practice. c. talk to joel. d. sleep.
either way. you can look at life two ways. and YEAH hello we all get pissed and such but likte there is no point to really get upset.
look at my day! re-read that! i mean did anything REALLY go as planned, on time, positive or right? not really. but for me that is just how it goes and if it were otherwise and "PERFECT" wahtever that is .... it would just be SO BORING! so enjoy and love while you can.
and smile while y ou can.
because we all might as well right?
and go for a walk and look at the grey clouds and feel the wind inside your bones and into your veins and LIVE SMILE BREATHE SOAK ENJOY AND LOVE!
yeah michigan.sjfklsdjlfjsalfsjsfal;j
goodnight.
love the mini pixie.
lots of it from jenifah.
i am in the best mood today. EVER!
i have no idea why
nothing at all went wrong.
at all.
and i just feel so awesome.
i woke up. nice and late like usual. took a shower. had wavy hair today...usually i hate it, but today it was fine. put on a skirt, tights, black boots, top, zip up, scarf, and blazer, some colorful earings and a little bit of makeup to cover up my face that is totally broken out.,...you would think i would be upset about that too...but im not.i then proceeded to rush aro und my room that is really messy and you wuld think id be really annoyed with that,but i love it! as i rushing i find out there is no gas in my car so my mom has to drive me and i start to yell at everyone. that was fun. i still wasnt unhappy. i had a protein bar, sick sick sick, for breakfast that for some reason today tasted really good. and i grabbed another for lunch,because i knew i was really unprepared for my debate that was determining my grade, that i had nothing done or, which i should have been upset about that too...which i was just nervous and having slight anxiety, but that is ntohing new. so i sotep into school.. running late like usual and get to practicing the violinwith BIATCH mr gross. and i didnt let him bother me one bit. then you know second hour i just couldnt stop aughing. and smiling. it was great. third hour. frau...was a total bitch and threw a tape at my face, and i just was like WHATEVUH and kept goig with my day. in sciencei realized i didnt turn in a bunch of assignments LOL and ales x was being a real live bitch and i was like fuck that so i just didnt talk to him. then lunch time came andi did work the whole hour for the debate, which went wonderfully and i WOrN! yes i WIN I WIN I WIN i love winning. that really made my day good. then i went ot math and aughed the whole hour. tom macheachearn is SO FUNNy and everyone in that class is such a dumb fuck that i feel really smart. eyeah boi that was hot. all they do is takl about lsd and say FUCK like every five minutes l oud and clear. i love it. and ms littlejohn just sits there and says things like shh with a side of shhh.e ha i love her. waht a little plum woman. then i proceed to go to creative writng and just take pictures from one of my favorite website www.zefa-images.com !!!! for my project that i havnt even started! yeah! THEn after school there is major drama with my sister and rides and i have a nhs mee eting that im late for, which im like oh well, then right after that me and mommy go tto burger king to get some fries! my favorite of all time. even though im beginning to truly hate junk food, that is my weakness. afterthat i go home and get my violin stuff to proceed to drive jordan to yet another social activity, likehe doesnt do enough AND then i go to wynneths to play violin. of courseim playing reallny bad, but i dont even care. imjust enjoying being with one of my best friends. then after thati rush home and put on my dance clothes because I THOUGHT i was going toehgo to subway and randomly pick up pat colin and whoever else wanted to come, but i ended up eating nothing and running out the door because i coulndt find any clean dance clothes on time...who knew?! ohhhh and now let the fuon TRULY BEGIN! me and rachel are in the car and we are singing copeland really loud, that was fun. we are starting to s get along more..well ok maybe that was just today, its hard to tell with her mood and everyone elses. so we get to dance. andi find out that the class i assist which is carolines...hmm the logic in that? is an OUTCAST SONG! so im liek woahhh yeahhh booiii babby i need to be in this dance. so i just dance around. thennn ballet comes. ohhh the joy. we all just laughed the whole time and got bitched at by miss anna but we were like fuck you you dont own us so we just laughed some more. and then we laughed some more. and smiled. and laughed. an di love my dance girls. and OH caroline brouht me an ENTIRE container of hummus and pita break. talk about the high point of probably my WEEK maybe month and maybe year. what alittle lovebug. then we had TAP! i love opaeter and i love tap! ohhh wait! i fosrgotto o say that before on hte ride to dance im talkin to joel an hes going on about something and then im ust like WOAH I REALLY MISS YOU! because i realized i really adid. then he was like yeah i miss you too. andi thought, wow heis the best. i dont know waht i would do without him. ok back to tap...so the dance is to the black eyed peas who i just absolutely love lovelove to pum it and well it was just so much fun. then today was a day that will life in infamy because we definistely wanted to stay after we were supposed to go home and DANCE MORE like woah how wierd? someone docusment that. then as we are all getting into our cars and leaving casalo land i yell...today is a day that will go down in infamy!! it probably doesnt even make sense,but when do i ever? yeah id ont even know either! so then i comehome and i eat some yummy noodles and go upstairs to my messier room and sit here and talk to my boyzzzzzahhh yeah i love them. excep t for one. and we know who that is cause hes just annoying! and i talked to jeff which is always nice because he is just calming and tom t ried to teach me how to be mean, but i just dont think i can!! at least not TOO mean. but but yeah and i love my girls andi love my life. today i have actually just realized that i dont need to let anyone RAIN ON MY FUCKIN PARADE. we are here for so short. and im so sick of being all like omg my life is so hard. which ok it is kind of toaugh but ive accepted that. peop le are bitches ok!"??!!? and once you realize that, everything kind of falls into place. im sick of dealing with the bitches, so i wont. alright. im going to either. a. do some homework. b. practice. c. talk to joel. d. sleep.
either way. you can look at life two ways. and YEAH hello we all get pissed and such but likte there is no point to really get upset.
look at my day! re-read that! i mean did anything REALLY go as planned, on time, positive or right? not really. but for me that is just how it goes and if it were otherwise and "PERFECT" wahtever that is .... it would just be SO BORING! so enjoy and love while you can.
and smile while y ou can.
because we all might as well right?
and go for a walk and look at the grey clouds and feel the wind inside your bones and into your veins and LIVE SMILE BREATHE SOAK ENJOY AND LOVE!
yeah michigan.sjfklsdjlfjsalfsjsfal;j
goodnight.
love the mini pixie.
lots of it from jenifah.