Im working with the most annoying bellman ever. I pretend im being attacked by a bear, but he still doesnt go away. maybe if i actually got down on the floor in the fetal position it would work. I used to feel bad about ignoring him... i mean hes an old grouch that just wants someone to talk to. But hes really annoying. theres just no words to  ( Read more... )

Im listening to Jason Mraz again. He is so amazing, his songs make me feel in love. Its amazing. I feel even more of a dork since theres a punk band playing right below me, and all i can listen to is geek in the pink, and others ( Read more... )

 Its been a while since my last post ( Read more... )

 The question is how to change. Everyone thinks they have the answers but i think the answer is different for everyone ( Read more... )

Im beginning to hate people. I mean i get annoyed sometimes but this is worse. I just have no patience. I seriously need a new job i just cant be nice to people anymore. Im tired of having to spell the word lighthouse because people are stupid, and im tired of being treated badly just because they cant get what they want. Maybe im just stressed ( Read more... )

 I staid up till 630 am on my night off.. well figured i might as well since i have to work tonight, then i have sunday off. I think its a mix of sexual deprivation and work that may be getting me down. Well that and the fact that im such a fatty. I think this weight loss attempt will be different. I keep envisioning myself being skinny, wondering ( Read more... )

 I went from excited and determined to annoyed and sad. I thought it was PMS but im pretty sure its just going to be a crappy week. My work hiring an outside company for security sucks. The guys they hire are creepy and annoying. The guy last week was totally clueless and was like " you dont know how to do this?" well its a completely different ( Read more... )

 omg it only 540 i thought it was 640 FML ! i hate that

 Mother nature is kicking my butt. I dont know if its all the working thats kicking my ass or just my allergies. im exhausted and sick im pretty sure im going to die. its been rainy , i dont know maybe thats bringing out all the allergens or something. im forced to drink tea, which isnt my favorite thing but it feels good on my throat . i loose my ( Read more... )

I really dont know what to write, i just feel like doing it. I feel like i want to start using livejournal again because none of my friends use it anymore. so this is like my own ... personal space. im at work now, its 4am and i dont have anyone going out until 440 so i have some time to kill. I guess im bored of watching movies and sitting around ( Read more... )