long days and casual nights
Still working and dealing...
today the store decided to start training me as a cashier. So now I am the Salesperson/Cashier/key cutter/cleaner/carryout in charge of bin taggin the store. All that is left is to learn paint department (a hopeless endevour for the color blind kid) and i can do everybody's job. Looooong days though.
Everybody is gone and it is so sad. I have one letter already from mer at camp that she wrote me right after she left my house the last time, i don't know if i already mentioned it in lj. meh. It's really sad though, i can't read it again, its too hard. and she called me back one night while i was fucked up at sashas running away from my problems as Alison so bluntly and kind of hurtfully likes to put it. I'm not running away though, i think I'm just trying to return to a semblance of normalcy by forcing myself to relax and spread my thoughts out. Last night, Al declared a get together at her house that with the same preperation had dozens of people attending, kids swimming playing, joking, signing yearbooks, watching tv, drinking, smoking, chilling, loving and all that fun stuff. Last nights get together though was a sad realization. It was Al, dev, ali, ben and sara, andrew and warren came for a bit and me. Watching 50 first dates. I miss everybody. The following is a list of the people that I think of almost every free moment i have and i wish were still around. (sorry if I forget you)
Felissa
Josh
Jacob
Mer
Tina
REL
Dane
Cammy
Amanda
Shir
Lori
Deanna
Jen
Jacqui B who is currently in NYC for just a couple of days
Sasha
Soffer
Steph
Brenna
Greenberg
fuck the list. I miss everybody. Come back to me before I put the crying emoticons ons!
today the store decided to start training me as a cashier. So now I am the Salesperson/Cashier/key cutter/cleaner/carryout in charge of bin taggin the store. All that is left is to learn paint department (a hopeless endevour for the color blind kid) and i can do everybody's job. Looooong days though.
Everybody is gone and it is so sad. I have one letter already from mer at camp that she wrote me right after she left my house the last time, i don't know if i already mentioned it in lj. meh. It's really sad though, i can't read it again, its too hard. and she called me back one night while i was fucked up at sashas running away from my problems as Alison so bluntly and kind of hurtfully likes to put it. I'm not running away though, i think I'm just trying to return to a semblance of normalcy by forcing myself to relax and spread my thoughts out. Last night, Al declared a get together at her house that with the same preperation had dozens of people attending, kids swimming playing, joking, signing yearbooks, watching tv, drinking, smoking, chilling, loving and all that fun stuff. Last nights get together though was a sad realization. It was Al, dev, ali, ben and sara, andrew and warren came for a bit and me. Watching 50 first dates. I miss everybody. The following is a list of the people that I think of almost every free moment i have and i wish were still around. (sorry if I forget you)
Felissa
Josh
Jacob
Mer
Tina
REL
Dane
Cammy
Amanda
Shir
Lori
Deanna
Jen
Jacqui B who is currently in NYC for just a couple of days
Sasha
Soffer
Steph
Brenna
Greenberg
fuck the list. I miss everybody. Come back to me before I put the crying emoticons ons!