As I reach the nexus
Time seems to bubble around me, stretching its arms in every direction each moment teetering on its own grain of sand. It has been a long couple of months. This will hopefully make up for lack of descent entries throughout that time period though where i updated seldom by desire and often by the force of my own will just trying to maintain a habit that is so important to me at the time that it has been building toward.
I've been through so much with so many that perhaps I haven't written a serious entry because i just didn't know what to say or where to begin or what I could even say for that matter. but between my depressions and my lower lows and the people that rescued me, and all that I've learned about myself and others, I've realized how important this summer has been to my life as every moment leading up to it though not always as intense held positive significance. I'm rambling again, aren't I andrew? God, i've come so far, but its taken all of my friends to help me realize it, and i only thank you all for everything without getting to personal or lengthy, I am a product made up with so much of all of your influences and i don't know if i could have gotten to this point where i am packed and ready for college without the strength that you all have given me.
god damnit, i love everybody with such a passion, i don't know how to give any of you an idea. you've all helped me so much and you all care about me so much and i care about you so much that i don't want to put this update in until i list you all one by one with a subsequent list of everything you've ever done for me but i don't have the emotional stength to attempt such a herculean effort. fuck, everybody just call me. a lot.
[and don't cry because i'm crying, you know who you are and you're stronger than that... ;)]
I've been through so much with so many that perhaps I haven't written a serious entry because i just didn't know what to say or where to begin or what I could even say for that matter. but between my depressions and my lower lows and the people that rescued me, and all that I've learned about myself and others, I've realized how important this summer has been to my life as every moment leading up to it though not always as intense held positive significance. I'm rambling again, aren't I andrew? God, i've come so far, but its taken all of my friends to help me realize it, and i only thank you all for everything without getting to personal or lengthy, I am a product made up with so much of all of your influences and i don't know if i could have gotten to this point where i am packed and ready for college without the strength that you all have given me.
god damnit, i love everybody with such a passion, i don't know how to give any of you an idea. you've all helped me so much and you all care about me so much and i care about you so much that i don't want to put this update in until i list you all one by one with a subsequent list of everything you've ever done for me but i don't have the emotional stength to attempt such a herculean effort. fuck, everybody just call me. a lot.
[and don't cry because i'm crying, you know who you are and you're stronger than that... ;)]