oh to the new years
Well what's new kids? Since my last post....there's nothing new! lol
Spent new years alone thanks to my ex. She had planned on going to a cocktail party for a month with her best friend, and when I told her I'm gonna be with my best friend and his wife, she changed her plans to be with them, knowing full well it'd be really bad if we were together, drinking and partying with her and other guys. No not because I'm jealous, but because there was alot of love involved while we were together and then *poof* hers disappeared. So she took my only good chance of seeing my best friend before I leave from me. Thanks alot!
But ya kno what? It turned out to be somewhat good....I was ill anyway. So I spent new years alone in a small podunk ass town with no one. Happy fucking new year eh? lol
It's funny....since her and I broke up, she's become way closer to my best friend and his wife. Interesting that they haven't talked to me nearly as much. Almost everytime we talk (very rarely now) she's with them. She only calls me when she's with them. I wonder if I have a reason to be upset or jealous. I'm not by nature a jealous person, but she would be the first person to cause that to arise. She sure does bring out the best and worst in me! lol
Yep, I get my epideral in the morning.....still trying to figure out how I'm getting to the appointment. IN MY SPINE PEOPLE!!!! OUCH!!! hahaha
and I move to Albuquerque in three days. Since reposting my resume and redoing it, I've had 2 job offers. One in Sacramento (I think) and got one this morning from an Insurance company in Alb. Pretty sweet. Not sure though cuz I'm not sure at the insurance company, pay is solely commission. Maybe I'll find out since they want to schedule a meeting.
It's been a stressful few months, and I'm leary of moving to NM. In fact a good part of me says I don't want to move down there, but the logical side of me says it's the best thing. I mean hell, I've got two, possibly three job offers in Alb already. Know what that means? That means in a month or two once I get the money saved up enough I can come back to Missouri and pick up my puppy! She's staying in Odessa for a month or so til I get situated.
Interesting days lie ahead of me. Days of the unknown.
*shudders*
That's all the update I have.
Spent new years alone thanks to my ex. She had planned on going to a cocktail party for a month with her best friend, and when I told her I'm gonna be with my best friend and his wife, she changed her plans to be with them, knowing full well it'd be really bad if we were together, drinking and partying with her and other guys. No not because I'm jealous, but because there was alot of love involved while we were together and then *poof* hers disappeared. So she took my only good chance of seeing my best friend before I leave from me. Thanks alot!
But ya kno what? It turned out to be somewhat good....I was ill anyway. So I spent new years alone in a small podunk ass town with no one. Happy fucking new year eh? lol
It's funny....since her and I broke up, she's become way closer to my best friend and his wife. Interesting that they haven't talked to me nearly as much. Almost everytime we talk (very rarely now) she's with them. She only calls me when she's with them. I wonder if I have a reason to be upset or jealous. I'm not by nature a jealous person, but she would be the first person to cause that to arise. She sure does bring out the best and worst in me! lol
Yep, I get my epideral in the morning.....still trying to figure out how I'm getting to the appointment. IN MY SPINE PEOPLE!!!! OUCH!!! hahaha
and I move to Albuquerque in three days. Since reposting my resume and redoing it, I've had 2 job offers. One in Sacramento (I think) and got one this morning from an Insurance company in Alb. Pretty sweet. Not sure though cuz I'm not sure at the insurance company, pay is solely commission. Maybe I'll find out since they want to schedule a meeting.
It's been a stressful few months, and I'm leary of moving to NM. In fact a good part of me says I don't want to move down there, but the logical side of me says it's the best thing. I mean hell, I've got two, possibly three job offers in Alb already. Know what that means? That means in a month or two once I get the money saved up enough I can come back to Missouri and pick up my puppy! She's staying in Odessa for a month or so til I get situated.
Interesting days lie ahead of me. Days of the unknown.
*shudders*
That's all the update I have.