Nov 02, 2005 18:05
Hi. Its been a pretty long time. and sorry to tell you this entry is going to suck.
I feel really depressed right now. the fact that its so dark out and it feels like last winter makes me sad. I dont know why. it makes me depressed and feel very unhappy. and i forgot to take my pill today and that doesnt really help.
I have to get a job for evenings ASAP. Im spending more money than Im making right now, and thats an understatement. im still at edgewater but only sundays. when the water park opens Im hoping to get a job in there so i can work during the week after school and itll be a little better than what i do now.
I really want my grad pictures back right now. its been a long time and i feel like everybody has theirs handed out so the hype is down and nobody will care to have mine
lately ive been feeling really sloppy and unorganized and that drives me absolutely crazy. and im the only one who can do anything about it. so why dont i. i dont know.
ive been thinking... and worst case scenario if there is a school shooting, i wouldnt be afraid to die or get shot. so am I going to school on friday? yes
well im going to suannas to study for chemistry. have a nice night.