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Tori got accepted into Iowa State today. I am so hapy for her. Its weird, because so much of the time I just pretend to feel a certain way, but I truly am estatic for her. I love you tor, way to go :-)
As for me, I just want my counsler to get my apps turned in. I have a feeling its just sitting there in her office and im the kind of person that when I want something done, I want it done NOW. I donno... maybe Ill ask if i can just send it in myself lol
and ive been going crazy lately as well. I hate when there are loose ends. And in my life right now they are every where it drives me insane. Not knowing if my appt went out, not knowing wehre im going to college, being scared about where I would stay or how I would pay for it, and so many things I just wish my future was set uot in stone. Ive been applying for so many scholarshpis, some of them are hilarious. Like today I wrote an essay on why I love math. LOL ME. LOVE MATH. yeaa..... alright.
I know I dont need to know now but I wish there was really a career that just jumped out at me. Like dental hygienist used to be that thing.. but now Im thinking I might want to be a dentist. Could I go to school for that long? Would I have time to have a family? I dont know. Another lose end that is bothering me is that I havent even seen the campuses I want to apply at. That'll be soon enough. Blah blah blah my mind is going a milliojn miles an hour right now. OR I would totally be interested in pychology but I guess im too timid to take a doctor carreer because I dont have enough confidence in myself to give the right advice. I want to work in an office with nice clothes and computers. So I told my mom a receptionist and she laughed at me and said I was better than that. Sad.
Okay enough about jobs i just need to take one step at a time. and stop being in a sheer panic 24/7
wow that felt good. I cant remember i wrote an entry that long.
thanks sug
As for me, I just want my counsler to get my apps turned in. I have a feeling its just sitting there in her office and im the kind of person that when I want something done, I want it done NOW. I donno... maybe Ill ask if i can just send it in myself lol
and ive been going crazy lately as well. I hate when there are loose ends. And in my life right now they are every where it drives me insane. Not knowing if my appt went out, not knowing wehre im going to college, being scared about where I would stay or how I would pay for it, and so many things I just wish my future was set uot in stone. Ive been applying for so many scholarshpis, some of them are hilarious. Like today I wrote an essay on why I love math. LOL ME. LOVE MATH. yeaa..... alright.
I know I dont need to know now but I wish there was really a career that just jumped out at me. Like dental hygienist used to be that thing.. but now Im thinking I might want to be a dentist. Could I go to school for that long? Would I have time to have a family? I dont know. Another lose end that is bothering me is that I havent even seen the campuses I want to apply at. That'll be soon enough. Blah blah blah my mind is going a milliojn miles an hour right now. OR I would totally be interested in pychology but I guess im too timid to take a doctor carreer because I dont have enough confidence in myself to give the right advice. I want to work in an office with nice clothes and computers. So I told my mom a receptionist and she laughed at me and said I was better than that. Sad.
Okay enough about jobs i just need to take one step at a time. and stop being in a sheer panic 24/7
wow that felt good. I cant remember i wrote an entry that long.
thanks sug