Don't let people hurt you, but don't live in a bubble. . . .
I just don't understand the decisions and choices some people make.
How can you do something that you know is going to hurt someone else? how can you hurt someone in such an obvious way?
How can you lie to someone like you do?
I just don't get it.
advice: don't say something to someone, unless you mean it, and don't plan on changing your mind a week later.
high school has so much drama.
I scored a goal against Montague and had 2 assists. we beat mcc, and we beat Grant on Friday, I had 2 goals and 2 assists. I play well as a center halfback when we play easy teams, but when we play better teams I lose all of my self-confidence and go back to my defensive mindset. it sucks. I am liking soccer more again, I just hate getting yelled at for trying my absolute hardest in a new position.
I want to have fun, why can't things go back to how they USED to be. oh well.?
Summer06' is coming, and I'm more excited than ever.
I reffed today, made $40, yay.
KJ is home for the summer, it's the start of some good times.
There is someone I used to hang out a lot with last summer and kind of wish we could figure a few things out and be friends again, I think this summer could be even better if there were no grudges held, it would be a lot easier to hang out with everyone in groups without awkwardness.?!.
My grandma is in the hospital, pleeeease pray for her, she was bleeding from the brain, as of right now she's doing better, but there's no garuntees saying that things can't turn around at any given moment. <3
I love my grandma, we have had a crazy relationship, she's actually my step-grandma I guess, and for a really long time, she didn't really care about my brother and I, I'm not sure why, she took care of all of our crazy cousins, but never felt it necessary to show either of us that she cared about us, lately though, she has gotten a lot better about it, I think she realized that we are both really good kids. I like her a lot. I hope she's going to be okay, please keep her in your prayers. <3
I am going to head to bed. I love you. <3
P.S. It's amazing how things can change.... and you how you don't even know I'm talking about you. (and how some of you are going to think that was to you, when it just wasn't.) night*
How can you do something that you know is going to hurt someone else? how can you hurt someone in such an obvious way?
How can you lie to someone like you do?
I just don't get it.
advice: don't say something to someone, unless you mean it, and don't plan on changing your mind a week later.
high school has so much drama.
I scored a goal against Montague and had 2 assists. we beat mcc, and we beat Grant on Friday, I had 2 goals and 2 assists. I play well as a center halfback when we play easy teams, but when we play better teams I lose all of my self-confidence and go back to my defensive mindset. it sucks. I am liking soccer more again, I just hate getting yelled at for trying my absolute hardest in a new position.
I want to have fun, why can't things go back to how they USED to be. oh well.?
Summer06' is coming, and I'm more excited than ever.
I reffed today, made $40, yay.
KJ is home for the summer, it's the start of some good times.
There is someone I used to hang out a lot with last summer and kind of wish we could figure a few things out and be friends again, I think this summer could be even better if there were no grudges held, it would be a lot easier to hang out with everyone in groups without awkwardness.?!.
My grandma is in the hospital, pleeeease pray for her, she was bleeding from the brain, as of right now she's doing better, but there's no garuntees saying that things can't turn around at any given moment. <3
I love my grandma, we have had a crazy relationship, she's actually my step-grandma I guess, and for a really long time, she didn't really care about my brother and I, I'm not sure why, she took care of all of our crazy cousins, but never felt it necessary to show either of us that she cared about us, lately though, she has gotten a lot better about it, I think she realized that we are both really good kids. I like her a lot. I hope she's going to be okay, please keep her in your prayers. <3
I am going to head to bed. I love you. <3
P.S. It's amazing how things can change.... and you how you don't even know I'm talking about you. (and how some of you are going to think that was to you, when it just wasn't.) night*