and sugar, were goin down s w i n g i n <3
its been a while since ive updated this, i know...but ive been away since july 22, so can u blame me? :P
so i was in indiana for 4 days for the Beat Buddies Leadership Conference...and the one thing anyone will ever need to know about Indiana is that it is totally flat and boring...so dont go there :P tho i have to admit, i did meet some of the most awesome people ever...love ya Laura, Christine, Nicole and Caitlin!
then i went to WPI for two weeks to be a TA there the morning after i got back from indiana...most awesome times with my otha TA gurlies :P i actually saw tasha at the mall randomly today haha...love ya Carissa, Tasha, Abby, Cali, Lauren, Mariel and Sarah! haha...i cant believe i actually let carissa cut my hair! crazy fun times tho :)
then i went to Wyld Life camp to eb a leader for 5 days...and i have to say that was the best time ive had in a looong time haha...miss you so much guys!
addie.andy.travis.chris.justin.luke.kim.alison.kersten.sadie.sophie.vicky.sarah.lianna.mickey.
sharpie thong! excellent spooners! "you want my clothes why?" haha...u painted ur nipples? crazy kidz :-P lmao...miss you guys!
but now that im home it feels weird not being constantly in motion...i have way too much time to just sit and think...think about everything thats changed...about everything ive missed while ive been gone...about everything i miss about being gone...
i found out today that sarah actually left...i didnt think she actually would...i thought she'd smarten up and stay here because she'd realize that here is where shes supposed to be...but no. i cried when mum told me she left, because i never really got to say goodbye. i still cant believe she actually left...ive lost soo many people this year, i dont know how much more change i can handle.
then i come home and hear that Mo met a guy...im psyched for her, but it feels weird hearing about it like after the fact, you know? i feel like ive missed everything...my house is different, my sis moved her room to another room in the house...my friends all have different things going on that i dont know about. even i'm different...ive learned so much in the three weeks i was gone, met so many new people, heard so much, that i feel different, too. just everything feels weird, off...i cant even imagine what going to college is going to feel like...
but, im gonna go to bed now...im still exhausted from being gone for so long
<3
so i was in indiana for 4 days for the Beat Buddies Leadership Conference...and the one thing anyone will ever need to know about Indiana is that it is totally flat and boring...so dont go there :P tho i have to admit, i did meet some of the most awesome people ever...love ya Laura, Christine, Nicole and Caitlin!
then i went to WPI for two weeks to be a TA there the morning after i got back from indiana...most awesome times with my otha TA gurlies :P i actually saw tasha at the mall randomly today haha...love ya Carissa, Tasha, Abby, Cali, Lauren, Mariel and Sarah! haha...i cant believe i actually let carissa cut my hair! crazy fun times tho :)
then i went to Wyld Life camp to eb a leader for 5 days...and i have to say that was the best time ive had in a looong time haha...miss you so much guys!
addie.andy.travis.chris.justin.luke.kim.alison.kersten.sadie.sophie.vicky.sarah.lianna.mickey.
sharpie thong! excellent spooners! "you want my clothes why?" haha...u painted ur nipples? crazy kidz :-P lmao...miss you guys!
but now that im home it feels weird not being constantly in motion...i have way too much time to just sit and think...think about everything thats changed...about everything ive missed while ive been gone...about everything i miss about being gone...
i found out today that sarah actually left...i didnt think she actually would...i thought she'd smarten up and stay here because she'd realize that here is where shes supposed to be...but no. i cried when mum told me she left, because i never really got to say goodbye. i still cant believe she actually left...ive lost soo many people this year, i dont know how much more change i can handle.
then i come home and hear that Mo met a guy...im psyched for her, but it feels weird hearing about it like after the fact, you know? i feel like ive missed everything...my house is different, my sis moved her room to another room in the house...my friends all have different things going on that i dont know about. even i'm different...ive learned so much in the three weeks i was gone, met so many new people, heard so much, that i feel different, too. just everything feels weird, off...i cant even imagine what going to college is going to feel like...
but, im gonna go to bed now...im still exhausted from being gone for so long
<3