you're so hott you're making me glisten from here
today was so frustrating i thought the stupid chem lab was going to make me cry. there is NO WAY i am taking ap chem. sorry ms ray, i dont see how i could do it. i was listening to random music earlier and new found glory came on :
I'm Sick of Smiling
And so is my jaw
Can't you see my front is crumbling down?
I'm sick of being someone im not
Please get me out of this slump
I'm sick of clapping
When I know I can do it better for myself
I'm sick of waiting
Sick of all these words that will never matter
kinda describes how i feel right now. im just so fucking tired of it all. and i feel bad because ive been taking it out on some people who really do not deserve it at all. one of them being my dad. i just, dont know what to do. i wish i could have stayed home and watched garden state today. but my dad said i needed a better reason to stay home then watch tv and movies. a reason like going to the mall or seeign a movie with friends. i dont know how that is a more valid reason, but it is. i could have worked on my chem lab and studied for euro and not be so tense right now. IB pinning ceremony is friday. we find out who are big brother/sister is. itll be interesting.. its kinda crazy.. haha whatever.
haha there were definitely some bright parts to the day.. fatima those pics were AWESOME. alex, sorry i left tire marks in your driveway, remember me forever! wook, well.. i dont know what exactly to say.. blankets anyone? lol. sejal, thanks for all the chem help, i would cry without you. and someone else made me feel good too.. :)