we could cut ties of all the lies you've been living in..
okay so today and yesterday have been really good and i dont know why. 4th period today was fun, maria and i went walking around because we were trying to find a teacher to go to multi with 4th period, and then we ran into adrian and we all went to mrs kramers and now we're going with her.
then maria and i went and sat outside the art/drama building and worked on our sculptures for awhile. it was fun. i got plaster dust all over me, and then john came outside and i got some on him, and it started this big plaster fight. according to maria and john and nathan i had it on my face, but there wasnt any there when i went inside.. but it was fun.
my sculpture is almost totally smooth, and then i have like one place to fill in at the bottom and viola! done! i dont think viola is how you spell what im trying to say so ill sound it out. [vu-wah-la]
woo im getting hyper. claire is scared im going to start running around like i did sunday during the grammys. i was so hyper then it was absolutely hilarious.
i was watching will and grace earlier, and this is one of my favorite lines because grace gives it to karen:
karen : your hair is such a diasaster the red cross wouldnt give it coffee
and
karen: is your chest on backwards?
only thing bothering me is i feel left out when i hang out with certain people. even when its in my own house. just i dont know. and i felt absolutely horrible because i did that exact thing to someone today, and i didnt even realize it at first cuz i was so busy thinking about how those other two people annoy me and then she pointed it out and i felt like an idiot. you know who you are, i am sooo sorry.
was talking to someone else tonight about guy problems. wow. sometimes i want to hit myself on the head with a stick, or just bang it on a wall like you always see in movies. i dont know. i just want to get him out of my head. or something to happen. but i think it would be better if he just went out of my head. i know what i want right now, but i just dont see any way of solving that problem right now.