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[soccerchicka998]

im really hoping that them liking eachother will help me get over him...its gonna suck seeing them together because thats how we use to be but i guess its okay. im glad that they are both happy and have both found someone that they like. so im happy yet sad but ill be okay. life will go on.

chicka, dont worry---date him, it won't ruin our friendship. no guy could ever come between us. we are too good of friends and im not that type of person...and it will also help me.

heres a poem i wrote a couple of weeks ago that i never thought i would have to use but i guess i have to...

You dont notice me---

how i wish
that you could feel
the way that you feel for her
for me.
i look into your brown eyes
and wonder what you're thinking.
you are probably thinking of her
like usual
but i wish
i wish that you were thinking o fme
but you wont
because you dont notice me
and u probably wont ever
and thats okay
ill be okay
ill make it through some day
and ill realize that you love her
and that someday she will love you
and you guys will be happy together
and i will smile and say "im happy for you"
and i will truly mean it

so there you guys go. thats my poem.

man if only i could show you guys all of my poems and let you into my life--but i dont think that will be happenin anytime soon. lol