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TRUE:
i don't even write anymore
i've become shain grady in a can.
& i'm lifeless but am having the time of my life.
FALSE:
i'm not missing home,
i thought i was seriously happy until i got home tonight.
i havent missed home since i've been here and now at this very moment i'm craving the city streets.
the only thing i have reminding me of home right now is lisa green & steph, but thats cause their judgmental bitches, just like me. and every other girl in philly. change is good, change is good, if i continue to tell myself that a million times a day, do you think i'll start to believe it? i'm old school, i need the philly trendsters. i need to see what their wearing, because i am SO a month ago on the fashion scale. i miss my family, i wanna hang out with my sister, i wanna go to cosi with my friends, i dont want to be held responsible for everything i am at the moment. im kinda clean here, and occasioanlly i'll even straighten my hair. my voice is changing, i can see it. i pronounced the words class & laugh correctly the other day. a few people never have heard of sike and skeeve, and i now relaize how much i use it in my vocabulary each day, i dont think anyone even reads LJ anymore. even the scene-oirs of SNG are too cool for this. im making great friends, i got into a fight with a black fag from chicago tonight. im slowly turning into a hippy, no not in a corey sumner kind of way. i skipped 2 classes this week, REBEL. i now say things like jawnski. i eat ramen oodles and noodles more than you breathe.i want to be determined. i want to, but im not.
DONT FORGET ME. seriously. i come home in a week
lets hang-out/make-out/drink/have a 3some/leave poop on front steps/go to cosi.
each one of you know which action applies to. so lets do it, not just say we'll do it.
things that i do here.
I.Party
II. Love
III. Fall
IV. Chill with the trendsters
V. Act a fool
.
i love and hate what i've become.
dont lose sight of me, cause you're all i see.
i don't even write anymore
i've become shain grady in a can.
& i'm lifeless but am having the time of my life.
FALSE:
i'm not missing home,
i thought i was seriously happy until i got home tonight.
i havent missed home since i've been here and now at this very moment i'm craving the city streets.
the only thing i have reminding me of home right now is lisa green & steph, but thats cause their judgmental bitches, just like me. and every other girl in philly. change is good, change is good, if i continue to tell myself that a million times a day, do you think i'll start to believe it? i'm old school, i need the philly trendsters. i need to see what their wearing, because i am SO a month ago on the fashion scale. i miss my family, i wanna hang out with my sister, i wanna go to cosi with my friends, i dont want to be held responsible for everything i am at the moment. im kinda clean here, and occasioanlly i'll even straighten my hair. my voice is changing, i can see it. i pronounced the words class & laugh correctly the other day. a few people never have heard of sike and skeeve, and i now relaize how much i use it in my vocabulary each day, i dont think anyone even reads LJ anymore. even the scene-oirs of SNG are too cool for this. im making great friends, i got into a fight with a black fag from chicago tonight. im slowly turning into a hippy, no not in a corey sumner kind of way. i skipped 2 classes this week, REBEL. i now say things like jawnski. i eat ramen oodles and noodles more than you breathe.i want to be determined. i want to, but im not.
DONT FORGET ME. seriously. i come home in a week
lets hang-out/make-out/drink/have a 3some/leave poop on front steps/go to cosi.
each one of you know which action applies to. so lets do it, not just say we'll do it.
things that i do here.
I.Party
II. Love
III. Fall
IV. Chill with the trendsters
V. Act a fool
.
i love and hate what i've become.
dont lose sight of me, cause you're all i see.