Title: Nine
Author: JOYfilled (
sober_love )
Pairing: Jaejoong/Yunho
Length: Chaptered
Genre: Romance, Angst
Chapter Rating: NC-17
Chapter 6
2 0 1 1
“What is it hyung?” Changmin asks as he handed over the package he picked up outside to Yunho.
“Nothing, just some things Dr. Lee told me to get.” Yunho answers nervously.
“It’s not porn, is it?” Changmin asks with his eyebrows raised. He had felt the package and it felt like a lot DVDs. “Because you know I have a lot... and I wouldn’t have minded sharing.”
Yunho laughs a small laugh and shakes his head. “Don’t worry maknae, I know I can count on you for those.”
Yunho walks back into his room and locks the door, quickly opening the package. He hesitates when he reaches inside to take the DVDs out.
All About DBSK Season 1
All About DBSK Season 2
All About DBSK Season 3
3 different years on 18 DVDs.
Dr. Lee, the therapist, and told him to try remembering the past intentionally, to know how to control them from randomly coming back to him.
So here he is. Jung Yunho. 26. Buying overpriced sold out sets of DVDs from fans.
He chuckled at the irony, wondering if they had known it was Jung Yunho himself, he could’ve bargained for cheaper.
He was going to watch them in order. But his hands pick up Season 2 first.
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The phone rings.
Forgotten Season is playing.
Forgotten Season.
Jaejoong realizes that the ringtone can only come from his ‘personal’ phone of the three he owns, where only a few people knew the number, and 2 of them were in the house already.
Yunho.
Jaejoong jumps from his spot by the window and rushes to the door. Once he reaches it, it swings open by Yoochun holding the phone in one hand and the other on the doorknob.
“It’s Hyunjoong hyung.”
Jaejoong blinks as if to absorb the information.
He practically collapses on his bed, after what felt like a 2 second rollercoaster of emotions ending with a huge slope down.
He stares at the ceiling, eyes clouding over.
Yoochun looks at his soulmate, knowing exactly what had happened inside that fragile heart of his.
“I don’t think he can come out tonight hyung, just expect me there. And maybe Junsu,” Yoochun responds to an unasked question into the phone and closes it.
Jaejoong doesn’t even blink as his friend answers for him. All that’s running through his mind at the moment is how close it was to being Yunho.
He couldn’t breathe.
“It’s never going to be him,” Yoochun bluntly states.
Why won’t he choose me?
“If he was going to come for you he would’ve done so already,” he continues.
Why won’t he come for me?
“This doesn’t mean he - ”
“He doesn’t love me.” Jaejoong counters with a whisper that seemed stronger than a scream.
Yoochun always bring his hopes to a negative degree and then used what meant the most to bring it back to 0.0001.
But it’d never work. Because Jaejoong knew the truth.
Why won’t he love me?
He curls up on the bed and sobs into the pillow. Something he’s been doing for weeks. Months.
Yoochun’s guilt rises up and it almost feels like he was going to do the same, if it wasn’t for Junsu who appears behind him, grabbing his hand, holding it tight. He knew that Junsu was there to share the guilt.
He felt Junsu’s head lay on his back and felt his shirt getting wet.
“I’m sorry it had to be this way.”
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2 0 0 7
Jaejoong hissed as the friction became unbearable with both their hard cocks rubbing against each other with layers of denim between them.
“Take it off, take it off!” He whined to the younger man, still thrusting up to him.
Yunho’s hands worked fast, unzipping the older man’s jeans first, taking out the hard length and squeezing it, earning another moan.
He then unzipped his own, but was stopped by another pair of hands, wanting to take his for him. He groaned as Jaejoong’s hands skillfully massaged his balls for a few seconds before taking out the hard flesh.
“Fuck baby, your hands are made for me.”
Jaejoong’s eyes rolled back as Yunho grabbed both their lengths and slid his large hand up and down, his other hand groping Jaejoong’s right buttcheek.
Jaejoong opened his eyes and bent down, moaning at the extra friction, and kissed the leader.
Their tongues explored each other’s mouths as Yunho let go of their lengths and used the hand to grope Jaejoong’s other buttcheek.
Jaejoong moaned into the leader’s mouth as he felt one of the hands slide near the entrance of his sex, and slipped a finger inside.
He pushed his body and forth to feel the full thrust of the first finger before he suddenly felt the second one enter as well. His eyes widened and his head shot up as the third one quickly came after and hit a spot he never knew existed.
He screamed as the pleasure washed over him.
“Baby, you want to feel even better?” Yunho’s husky voice made Jaejoong shiver. The lead singer looked down at the man and nodded shyly.
He silently thanked the fact that Yoochun literally placed a bottle of lotion all over the house as he watches Yunho skillfully took only 1 second to slide his fingers out of his hole and smeared it all over his nine inches of dick.
He cautiously slipped his fingers inside Jaejoong again just to earn another slight moan and slid out as he placed his lover’s entrance over his huge dick.
Jaejoong slowly lowered himself on Yunho, easing the large length into his virgin hole.
“Yun…Yunnie,” he cried out as he felt the whole length fell up the insides of him.
“Jae…” Yunho felt like he can cum right then and there. His dick being surrounded by the hot flesh made it hard for him to control himself.
Yunho reminded himself to try to not hurt Jaejoong, knowing it was his first time. But he couldn’t find a way for himself to take the other man to heaven without being hard and fast.
“Don’t hold back, baby. Please. Move.”
That was all Yunho needed to grab the sides of Jaejoong’s hips and lift the man up slightly with only the tip left inside the wet heat and slammed him down as he thrusted up at the same time.
Jaejoong let out a loud scream as he felt his prostate was being slammed into repeatedly. At some point he lost the ability to even scream. He couldn’t see anything but stars as he rode Yunho’s large manhood.
It felt so good it almost hurt.
Before long he felt his orgasm coming, but a hand closed around the tip of his length, not allowing him to cum.
Jaejoong almost cried.
“Yunnie…”
“Let’s do it together baby,” Yunho groaned, thrusting a few more times before letting go of Jaejoong’s length that immediately spurted out the cum all over his chest.
They moaned together as Yunho came inside of Jaejoong, the cum overflowing the inside and dripping down his thighs.
Jaejoong collapsed onto the leader, unable to conjure up any more strength. He lifted his head which was covered in cum that was on Yunho’s chest and looked at the leader with his still clouded eyes. Yunho wiped the cum off the older man’s cheek and licked his hand.
“You taste good.” He commented, still licking his hand.
“Better than my kimchi chiggae?” Jaejoong felt himself getting hard again. His tongue licked the cum from Yunho’s chest to taste it himself.
“Better than the fuckin world baby,” Yunho got up from his position, lifting Jaejoong with him. He flipped them over and looked down at the lead singer’s big doe brown eyes, face flushed and covered with cum.
He thrusted in.
The world was exploding again.
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When Yoochun brought Junsu and Changmin out this morning to buy new games, he was thinking of ways to murder Jung Yunho when he returned that day.
What he didn’t expect was to come home with his two dongsaengs and watching his two hyungs fuck like bunnies.
They had walked into the dorm, eyeing the groceries on the kitchen table, suddenly disturbed by the noises they heard coming from the living room.
Changmin grabbed Yoochun and Junsu before they went ahead and spoke quickly with his face flushed red.
“There are people having sex in here,” the maknae had said from certainty. He had watched enough porn to recognize the sounds right away.
“No duh.” Yoochun rolled his eyes and walked toward the living room anyway, just to see if he was hearing the right voices.
Yup, he was.
He turned around and saw Junsu and Changmin’s wide eyes as they were probably observing their leader’s fine ass going front and back, and his tongue shoved in their lead singer’s mouth.
They quickly turned around the same way Yoochun did and looked at eachother sideways.
Junsu loudly cleared his throat to catch their attention.
The two were still going at it.
Jaejoong moaned.
Changmin loudly cleared his throat next.
Yunho groaned.
Yoochun was sure the two men just had their orgasms. He waited for them to notice the three.
After a second the moans began again.
Yoochun whipped around unbelieving that the two can go again, oblivious to everything around them. He facepalmed as he realized this time Jaejoong was lying on his front and Yunho was entering from behind.
“AHEM!” Yoochun loudly yelled at the two.
His hyungs finally heard him and looked over. Instead of feeling embarrassed like he had hoped they would, they glared at him through their cloudly lust filled eyes.
“Get out,” Yunho’s rough voice sent chills down his spine. The leader turned his face to look at the lead singer and plunged in again, causing the lead singer to moan.
“I need to go to the bathroom.” Junsu whispered and ran to the bathroom quickly.
“Hyung, we should go back to our rooms, I don’t think they’re clear right now,” Changmin said nervously. He didn’t need to see the leader’s face before to know how scary it really was.
The two headed toward Changmin and Junsu’s room. They waited until Junsu joined them before discussing the “situation”.
“I didn’t expect this,” Changmin admitted with his head hung low.
“Well I’m pretty sure none of us did…” Yoochun agreed.
“No… I mean I didn’t expect hyung to be gay…” Changmin clarified, feeling sort of guilty.
“Which hyung?” Junsu asked confused. “I always thought Yunho hyung went both ways… totally didn’t expect that from Jaejoong hyung though.”
“What? You thought Yunho hyung liked men? Was it obvious? How come you know and I didn’t!? I thought he liked Ara noona.” Changmin felt lost. He was always smartest out of the group while Junsu… was not.
“Who cares? They’re both gay for each other now okay?” Yoochun said rolling his eyes.
“Did YOU know?” Junsu looked at Yoochun suspiciously.
“I knew Jaejoong had feelings for Yunho hyung… but I didn’t think it was returned.” Yoochun admitted. He had watched his soulmate pine over the leader for years, feelings unaware to the other.
Suddenly a loud BANG was heard and the right wall of the room shook. Junsu narrowed his eyes and walked toward the wall, with his ear plastered on it. He jumped away, face red, stuttering.
“I…I.. think they’re finishing off in the shower…” Junsu stammered, unable to believe that was the same bathroom he had left just a few short minutes ago.
“I knew too many years of sexual tension being blocked would cause this to happen someday,” Yoochun muttered as he shook his head, disappointed at his two hyung’s lack of self-control and influx of hormone.
“Omo…” Changmin blushed, ashamed of himself as he suddenly thought of something. “Have I been a cockblocker?”
TBC
A/N: I'm trying to put less angst. and it's my second time writing smut. maybe it'll get better the fifth or sixth time I write it for this story, lawl xD I'm thinking of a new livejournal layout. .__. hm. maybe.
-still looking for a beta, sorta. message me .