yes i am still alive. i know i have not written but the busy life is what i have been living. for those of you who do not know i am leaving the state. everything is for sale. I'm not taking anything with me exept a beautiful girl. =). i am hoping to get alittle peace of mind there. it is stressfull now, but once i get settled in i should be fine.

Fuck you!! haha i'm free in 2 hours!!! You have been a part of my life that i can now put in the closet. Good Bye and from now on I live my life on my own terms. I should have left you so long ago, but i stayed and nothing changed. The only one that can take care of me is me. It has been an adventure. see you on the other side.
Jamie Marie

Main Entry: mis·er·a·ble
Pronunciation: 'mi-z&r-b&l, 'miz-r&-, 'mi-z&-r&-
Function: adjective
Etymology: Middle English, from Middle French, from Latin miserabilis wretched, pitiable, from miserari to pity, from miser
1 : being in a pitiable state of distress or unhappiness (as from want or shame)
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time to walk away. that is what i'm going to call it.it is not running. It is simply just changing. I will only be taking the things that matter the most with me. change is what i need. it is such a lovely day to have to always feel this way.

SO when I got to work today the back ofice light was broken. Virgil cam and changed the light. Now the light is flashing so bad i think i'm going to get virtigo or pass out or something. Hi Jeff. I know you are trying to tell me something. I know you are fighting for us on the paralel side. I'm lucky my gardian angle is 6'8 and 250lbs!

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i wish i had guts like my sister. I would walk out of this door, quit my job without notice, take one day off then find a new one. Maybe putting in my two weeks would give me enough motivation to look for a new job. I have been feeling this need to leave all day. I really don't want to be standing here right now. Some times i wish i was still ( Read more... )

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i just got back a few days ago from my adventure accross the country. It was fun. I took a picture with a giant black fist in detroit. That was awesome. anyway just wanted everyone to know i was still alive.

I just got a phone call that shocked me. I knew there had to be a catch in knowing such a great person. Everyone goes away in the end. getting anyone to stay with you in this world is impossible no matter how much you care about them something can always go wrong. Disease in this case some one tell me everything happens for a reason.