breakdown
im sooo physically and mentally done. do u ever feel like that? all i wana do is sleep. my grandmas in the hospital and things keep going wrong and its soo hard to see her like that when i kno she used to run us around and be our mom when our parents got divorced and my dad worked all the time. its just weird. dance sucked this summer. i was soo looking forward to it but things just made it go to shit. i work pretty much everyday and im just exhausted. im at a point where i just feel like i cant give any more of myself to anyone. friends suck and i never see my boyfriend ever anymore so things are starting to suck there too. we argue more lately and even tho they arent huge arguments it just makes me sad. things just arent right right now and i just wana sit down and cry. i hate how things go sometimes. school is in 3 weeks i havent started any summer work which means thats one more thing i have to think about. now that dance is over ill hafta do all that and work but hopefully ill have time to catch up on sleep. its pretty bad when ppl ask u if you've been crying and you havent...i just have huge circles under my eyes and look like shit because im exhausted. not cuz i was crying. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH blah. i need sleep