song? whadya think? erm.

[soaringshrimp]

I'm a crook, and a liar
A carnal creature caught up on quick fixes and desire
I'm not the girl or person that you think I am
You may have heard otherwise (maybe even from me)
But I assure you that it's a sham

I can't decide between these nightmares and these daydreams
I ponder humanity and try to understand what it means
But it's a lie to cover up my own inadequacies
And so I sit idle and let my failure wash over me

Self pity, it's a pity
I pretend I'm full of life and extremely witty
But in the end I never quite know what to say
I end up feeling dumb and saying something anyway

Romance, it's a scam
I don't even know who or what I am,
Why should I waste my time on finding somebody else?
Because some day they'll go away to be replaced by someone else

I'm shattered, and scattered
Broken and rebroken some days duct tape just isn't enough
And although I stand up tall and try to act all tough
Pretending that somehow my soft life has dealt it to me tough

I'm a liar, a liar
A carnal creature caught up on quick fixes and desire
I lied to you one day and didn't even know
One day we'll both remember and I'll be lost in another hole

Lies! It's all lies!
I'm beginning to think that is life is just the reprise
But really could it be any great surprise?
When misery isn't made for me I make it for myself

I'm a liar, a liar
I fail, I fail
Assuming in the end my good charm will prevail
But it's a lie
A compromise
Of assumed identities and denial

Poor little rich girl, stuck in her rich world,
Silly little rich girl,
Head full of lies
When will she grow up, when will she learn?
She'll never learn, she'll never learn, she'll never learn!