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First off, I'm sort of pissed.
Last night.
Assumptions.
Just because you smoke me up doesn't mean you can wave your cock in my face, ass.
Even the most threatening of characters, apparently, can be threatening.
And why? Am I a target? Do I set myself up? It seems to happen a lot. Maybe I don't reject it harshly enough. I need to be firm.
And yet, I hate hurting people. Although I'm kind of an ass and make fun of my friends a lot, I still really do hate hurting people.
Second, I have come to the conclusion that all of my friends are fucking unreliable. Okay, not all. But many. Most, even. And it's getting to me. I would never just bail.
Once again, it's an issue of not getting pissed enough.
I just can't get pissed at someone I'm afraid won't come back.
I'm such a wreck, honestly. All of the fucking time. I'm constantly a wreck.
-Kat-
Last night.
Assumptions.
Just because you smoke me up doesn't mean you can wave your cock in my face, ass.
Even the most threatening of characters, apparently, can be threatening.
And why? Am I a target? Do I set myself up? It seems to happen a lot. Maybe I don't reject it harshly enough. I need to be firm.
And yet, I hate hurting people. Although I'm kind of an ass and make fun of my friends a lot, I still really do hate hurting people.
Second, I have come to the conclusion that all of my friends are fucking unreliable. Okay, not all. But many. Most, even. And it's getting to me. I would never just bail.
Once again, it's an issue of not getting pissed enough.
I just can't get pissed at someone I'm afraid won't come back.
I'm such a wreck, honestly. All of the fucking time. I'm constantly a wreck.
-Kat-