...because this is the most depressed i've been in weeks. The first time in so long that i've thought badly of myself, hated myself, wishing i could just run away. So maybe he's right. Nothing like being reminded again and again how much you've hurt somebody you love, even if you tried your best to lessen the pain, soften the blow, knowing that you ( Read more... )

"Just living isn't enough," said the butterfly, "one must also have freedom, sunshine, and a little flower."
-Hans Christian Anderson

A candle loses nothing by lighting another candle.
-Erin Majors
Don't ask yourself what the world needs; ask yourself what makes you come alive. And then go and do that. Because what the world needs is people who have ( Read more... )

 So Mike, Matt and i took an interesting trip to the grocery store.  Matt eats a very small variety of foods. As in, pizza, fried chicken, steak, mashed potatoes, and corn. And chocolate. That's really it. NEVER eats fruit or vegetables (as opposed to starches like the taters and corn). Has finally decided he needs to attempt to eat healthy, so he ( Read more... )

"My name is Chuck,

and i'm a duck,

I like to.............................. play hockey."

more to come...

How pathetic is it if you can't sleep so bad that you take all of your boyfriend's pay stubs.... for the entire year... and put them on a spreadsheet so he can tell how many hours he's worked towards his license? Yes my friends, i seperated it into regular hours, overtime hours, and rate hours so he could see how much of each he worked. I added in ( Read more... )

So last night was michael's company christmas party. We got all sorts of gussied up. I borrowed a dress from a girl at work, and had on my tiny plastic pearls that i wore in my father's wedding when i was like 5. I was purty. Marnie (the girl i borrowed the dress from) said i looked elegant. :)

So michael's been kinda tense and crabby today for no ( Read more... )

So, life is about to get wicked super hectic. But first...

Oct 27th & 28th Michael and i went up to York, ME for a little vacation. It was to celebrate my first Module in school being over (finals done, woot woot) and just to get away and be TOGETHER, since we don't even see each other when we LIVE together. We had a really great time, took a lot ( Read more... )

Wooo HOOOOOOOO so we finally got down to the Faire. It was a long day, full of all sorts of crazy adventures.

First off, i was wicked super psyched cuz Michael decided to go. He wasn't going to, and since we never get to see each other, i felt bad about being gone all day w/o him. But for the same reason (as well as a lack of anything better to do ( Read more... )