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my birthday is in one month.
good god... 25.
one month to get my ass in shape... we'll see how that goes.
i told david he was in charge of planning my birthday.
i don't mind dinner... but i don't think i want to go out and get completely shitfaced.
i want to REMEMBER my birthday.
and lately alcohol seems to be doing nothing but causing problems.
maybe someday i'll have a birthday where all of my friends can be there.
i hate feeling torn... i always end up in the middle.
wedding in less than 6 months. fuck. i need to get on the ball with that shit. it can be so overwhelming at times..... i wish i could afford a coordinator. just pay somebody to handle all the legwork for me, i just show up, get married and have a good time. that's all i want. i'm so tired of all this planning.
good god... 25.
one month to get my ass in shape... we'll see how that goes.
i told david he was in charge of planning my birthday.
i don't mind dinner... but i don't think i want to go out and get completely shitfaced.
i want to REMEMBER my birthday.
and lately alcohol seems to be doing nothing but causing problems.
maybe someday i'll have a birthday where all of my friends can be there.
i hate feeling torn... i always end up in the middle.
wedding in less than 6 months. fuck. i need to get on the ball with that shit. it can be so overwhelming at times..... i wish i could afford a coordinator. just pay somebody to handle all the legwork for me, i just show up, get married and have a good time. that's all i want. i'm so tired of all this planning.