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I don't get it why banks ONLY want to get cumlaude, sumacumlaude or magna or whatver laude that you have when you graduate for a particular position. Nakakainis lang dahil they will explain to you that they train people for a shorter period of time as a preparation for them to be the next officers of that company. You mean, just because I wasn't able to get that particular title that they were looking for, I'm not capable of becoming a head of your company?! Eh malay ba natin kung gano kahirap or gano kadali makakuha ng pangalan or award na yan. Hindi sa minamaliit ko ang mga ibang school (not school in particular, promise), pero kasi mahirap naman talaga sa Ateneo. Siguro kung sa ibang school ako nagaral na mejo mas madali ang requirements at mas mababa ang grade requirement, siguro may title din akong nakuha na ganyan or something. Nakakainis lang talaga dahil feeling ko, I'm not qualified enough dahil hindi ako laude whatever, whatever! Shet talaga. Nakakainis, kaya ayun I turned them down sa sobrang inis ko. Ewan ko ba, mashadong mataas ang standards nila eh hindi naman sila ganon kagandang company! hmph! At yun talaga ang inapplyan kong position tapos pinaabot pa nila sa interview phase bago pa nila sabihin sakin that I'm not qualified for the position that I want. At talagang, sasabihin in your face that since you don't have that honor chuvanes whatsoever, they won't be able to consider you for that position. Aaaaarrrrgggghhhh!!!! Nakakainis talaga at nakakasama ng loob! >_<
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I called a friend hoping to talk to somebody sana at malabas ang sama ng loob ko sa mga pangyayari sa araw na ito pero as it turned out, that friend ended up saying all his problems to me. Haha Ako pa ang nakinig sa mga iniisip at pinoproblema niya. Well, at least I was able to somewhat forget about what had happened earlier today kaya lang, feeling ko hindi ako mashado nakatulong sa kanya kasi instead of comforting him about it, eh nadiin ko pa na tama ako regarding my advice before. na kung sinunod niya ang sinabi ko, siguro hindi niya naencounter ang mga problema na yun...I'm sooo sorry...Mejo kasi bad mood nga ako at masama ang loob so I'm not so in the mood to dwell on certain problems at ayoko yung nagddrama at maawa sa mga sitwasyong ganun. Lalo lang ako malulungkot at maddown ang mood, baka maiyak pako! (lamo naman ako, diba!) OA na mashado yun, ang dami ko na naiyak sayo at I think that's the least you want and your concerns. Sana maintindihan mo. Bawi na lang ako next time. Sorry talaga. Ni hindi ko na nga nasabi ang kwento ko sayo kasi I felt that you were already thinking of too much at ayoko na dagdagan pa. Hindi naman sa dadagdag pa yun sa problema mo, pero ayaw na rin kita paisipin or whatever. You needed more support and comforting than I did. I hope at least natulungan kita kahit papano. Tulad nga ng sabi mo, One can only do so much kaya huwag mo mashado isipin ang mga yan, maaayos din yan:) Hopefully din mabasa mo 'to dahil for some reason I can't explain all these to you personally...
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I called a friend hoping to talk to somebody sana at malabas ang sama ng loob ko sa mga pangyayari sa araw na ito pero as it turned out, that friend ended up saying all his problems to me. Haha Ako pa ang nakinig sa mga iniisip at pinoproblema niya. Well, at least I was able to somewhat forget about what had happened earlier today kaya lang, feeling ko hindi ako mashado nakatulong sa kanya kasi instead of comforting him about it, eh nadiin ko pa na tama ako regarding my advice before. na kung sinunod niya ang sinabi ko, siguro hindi niya naencounter ang mga problema na yun...I'm sooo sorry...Mejo kasi bad mood nga ako at masama ang loob so I'm not so in the mood to dwell on certain problems at ayoko yung nagddrama at maawa sa mga sitwasyong ganun. Lalo lang ako malulungkot at maddown ang mood, baka maiyak pako! (lamo naman ako, diba!) OA na mashado yun, ang dami ko na naiyak sayo at I think that's the least you want and your concerns. Sana maintindihan mo. Bawi na lang ako next time. Sorry talaga. Ni hindi ko na nga nasabi ang kwento ko sayo kasi I felt that you were already thinking of too much at ayoko na dagdagan pa. Hindi naman sa dadagdag pa yun sa problema mo, pero ayaw na rin kita paisipin or whatever. You needed more support and comforting than I did. I hope at least natulungan kita kahit papano. Tulad nga ng sabi mo, One can only do so much kaya huwag mo mashado isipin ang mga yan, maaayos din yan:) Hopefully din mabasa mo 'to dahil for some reason I can't explain all these to you personally...