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I got no sleep last night. I kept tossing and turning, waking up in the middle of the night, etc. I've got so many things on my mind and so many things coming up, I really can't be breaking down now...especially about something like this. I think it might be this new generic brand of bc I'm on because I can feel the mood swings coming and mentally I know I'm just being moody, but it's hard to control it. (I've only been on it for a couple months, but it feel different than the other one I've been on).
Anyway, here's my story:
I met someone about a month ago, a friend of a couple mutual friends. We only met that one time, but we really hit it off. My friend Natalie was going to try and set something up, and I messaged him about hanging out again and he said definitely. Nothing really happened, but I was giving it time and then all of a sudden he was offered a job on a cruise ship (he's a drummer) for 7 months. I was kind of bummed and was thinking "so much for that endeavor", but I messaged him on the off-chance he'd like to hang out again before he leaves. Well, he wanted to, so we met up Friday night at our friend José's gig, stayed up late at his place and I ended up staying the night...
It was a really great night/morning, he's the nicest/cutest/most respectful/funniest/most fun guy I've ever met and now he's leaving today for 7 months and I'll be moving in August. Talk about shitty timing. I barely know him so I shouldn't be this upset about it, but (and I know how bold and ridiculous this sounds) we had a really strong connection and he's basically everything I've ever wanted in a guy. We'll keep in touch, so I guess we'll see how it goes.
Life is a fucking bitch.
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