[Written around year 2006 or 2007]
"People say I'm blessed... Maybe I am, I have a loving mother whom I can confide with, few good friends whom I can laugh or cry with and a special person who's always there for me in spite of my childish behavior at times.
I must say my life is almost perfect and I couldn't ask for more, but that's what I thought until I met you. Just like a sudden rain in the middle of summer's day, you came into my life unexpectedly. I never knew when or how, but all I know you became an essential part of my life. In short span of time knowing you, I realized that you and I have a lot in common, like I found the missing part of my self in you. Soul mate for some, but for me I found a home in you, my haven after a long and tiring journey.
Now, I'm standing in the middle of a cross road, one belongs to the person who loves me and the other one belongs to you. I guess I don't need to give a clue whom I chose.. Yes, it was you... And I must say I made the right one. I let go of him just to be with you.
Each day spent with you is really worthwhile. Though we have arguments, we never end the day without settling it. Now we are so familiar with each other that we can almost read each others mind with just a mere glance or we can be able to finish each others sentences with such ease. Maybe you truly are my soul mate. It's just like a fairytale with a happy ending, like a dream that come to life... I finally found my prince and that prince is you.
But as we all know, dreams always comes to an end, it is when the dreamer finally woke up... And all that is left are memories of what had occurred. That's what happened to me... My sweet dreams ended up as a nightmare. I ask my self why I didn't notice it before...
Now I know why we jive right away... Now I know why I feel totally comfortable around you... Now I know why I feel that you're my life and my other half... Now I know why there's a resemblance between us. Now I understand everything...
It’s because you're my brother, my twin brother.... "
Excerpt from
Rae's diary
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So my imagination's running wild again... I'm trying to write a story now...
Entitled "PRE-DESTINATION"... Yes I know, my story is a bit twisted...
I'm still trying to decide if I will continue writing this stuff or just throw it in the nearest garbage can...
Oh well... just share it with you...