Just as close as skin every now and then
So I was walking on campus today, and I was standing in the little garden between Murphree and Sledd, and I just had the weirdest sensation. I was standing there and it was like all of a sudden I was seeing five years ago. I was walking around in the garden with Jesse and Rob and my mom, and we were loading up the truck to move Jesse out. It was so odd, it just snuck up on me and wham, It was like I was transported. I never really thought about the idea that my brother actually went here. I never acually sait down and realized, "Yes, he was right here, probably stood in this spot, did all the same crazy things I do, hung out in all the same places" and It was so strange. I've been here two and a half years and it never occured to me before. If I sit on a bench, he probably sat there. If I have a class in a certain room, he probably did too. It's almost comforting in a weird way. Some part of him is here forever, and I'm the only person who gets that part, and I like it. I know this is a weird entry, but whatever. If you had experienced my weird epiphane (sp?) you would understand. It was so clear. I mean I would have thought I was having an acid fashback except that I've never dropped acid... it was that real.