I've got another confession to make...
Ok, here it goes;
I have been smoking.
And.. Well... it's kind just not good. Because the more I do it, the more I want to keep doing it. I haven't bought any, I keep asking for them because I feel that if I have to ask other people for a smoke, then I won't do it as much...
But lately that hasn't helped.
I'm afraid I'll be buying a pack of Marlboro lights tomorrow... it's not good.
Yeah.. not very good. But well, even though this is stupidly obvious; it feels good. And it's relaxing and it eases my stress. So I probably won't stop.
Besides, I secretly love the smell.
And stress I have....
I started the part time job this week, and it's horribly exhausting! I go to work in the mornings and to school in the afternoon. I've been considering - and even asked for schedules - taking dancing lessons in the evening, because it'd give me endorphines and that would also help me cope with stress.
I'll see about that.
Tomorrow there's a film forum at my college. We're watching "Volver" which is made of awesome because I missed it while it was at theaters, and now, not only do I get to watch it like it's the cinema (except for the popcorn :P) for free!! Yay!
I have Hanson songs I shouldn't have.. that has made my whole week! :) Plus getting a response from the theatre guy to work on my project, that helped too. And Mari is coming back from San Francisco tomorrow with a bottle of shiny gorgeous "Covet" for me!! Yay!!!
And Grey's was fantastic tonight!!! Yay again!
And the guys from the cable are coming over tomorrow to install me shiny gorgeous broadband at home!
Yay again!
I'm exhausted, so forgive my lack of eloquence... :)
I need to get to bedd :P
I have been smoking.
And.. Well... it's kind just not good. Because the more I do it, the more I want to keep doing it. I haven't bought any, I keep asking for them because I feel that if I have to ask other people for a smoke, then I won't do it as much...
But lately that hasn't helped.
I'm afraid I'll be buying a pack of Marlboro lights tomorrow... it's not good.
Yeah.. not very good. But well, even though this is stupidly obvious; it feels good. And it's relaxing and it eases my stress. So I probably won't stop.
Besides, I secretly love the smell.
And stress I have....
I started the part time job this week, and it's horribly exhausting! I go to work in the mornings and to school in the afternoon. I've been considering - and even asked for schedules - taking dancing lessons in the evening, because it'd give me endorphines and that would also help me cope with stress.
I'll see about that.
Tomorrow there's a film forum at my college. We're watching "Volver" which is made of awesome because I missed it while it was at theaters, and now, not only do I get to watch it like it's the cinema (except for the popcorn :P) for free!! Yay!
I have Hanson songs I shouldn't have.. that has made my whole week! :) Plus getting a response from the theatre guy to work on my project, that helped too. And Mari is coming back from San Francisco tomorrow with a bottle of shiny gorgeous "Covet" for me!! Yay!!!
And Grey's was fantastic tonight!!! Yay again!
And the guys from the cable are coming over tomorrow to install me shiny gorgeous broadband at home!
Yay again!
I'm exhausted, so forgive my lack of eloquence... :)
I need to get to bedd :P