Sway
MAN what a commute. Swear to god, that was the worst commute in my whole life. While my sis and I were leaving work we were told that an exit on the freeway we take home was shut down because some trucker can't drive in the rain and fell on its side or something. So we thought we'd brave it anyway and see how bad it really was. We couldn't even get out of the hospital parking lot. Serious. Couldn't move. Stuck in the parking lot of our place of work. Yes, my friends, it was that bad. Or so I thought. My sis and I, in separate cars, decided to go different directions. She'd take the freeway (Messed up as it was) and I'd go the HELLISHLY long way around by taking back-roads which put me miles south of the freeway. I'm just now getting home. It took me around 90 minutes to go the 20 miles between home and work on the back-roads. All of the west-side of Portland is messed up, ya'll. What's worse is that my sis, who took the freeway, beat me home by half an hour. So from now on, no matter how bad someone tells me the freeway is, I'll take it anyway. This is the second time I've taken the country routes to avoid the freeway and both times it took longer. Grr.
Secondly, I feel very woozy. Dizzy almost. I wonder why. I just took some aspirin for a headache and it may be making me lethargic. I hope I'm not coming down with something... My heart issue keeps bugging me. It comes and goes in waves of misery. Someone suggested that my heart may be working overtime since I don't exercise and could have built up sodium in my blood. So today I got a taste of pain by walking up 9 flights of stairs. I couldn't believe how hard it was passing the 7th floor. I was shocked that I'm this bad out of shape. I need a bike. These legs used to be able to push 300 stationary pounds and were pure muscle. Now? JELLY! Moving on...
Jaci sent me the inevitable "I still miss you" email today. How do I respond? I've had mixed feelings about Jaci lately. I mean... She's a good fit for me. Not perfect and not my ideal, but we make a great couple. And... I'd be lying if I said I didn't still have feelings for that pretty girl. I still look at pictures of her and just admire her beauty. Ugh, I'm confused! I wish I knew what to do!
God, I'm dizzy!!
Secondly, I feel very woozy. Dizzy almost. I wonder why. I just took some aspirin for a headache and it may be making me lethargic. I hope I'm not coming down with something... My heart issue keeps bugging me. It comes and goes in waves of misery. Someone suggested that my heart may be working overtime since I don't exercise and could have built up sodium in my blood. So today I got a taste of pain by walking up 9 flights of stairs. I couldn't believe how hard it was passing the 7th floor. I was shocked that I'm this bad out of shape. I need a bike. These legs used to be able to push 300 stationary pounds and were pure muscle. Now? JELLY! Moving on...
Jaci sent me the inevitable "I still miss you" email today. How do I respond? I've had mixed feelings about Jaci lately. I mean... She's a good fit for me. Not perfect and not my ideal, but we make a great couple. And... I'd be lying if I said I didn't still have feelings for that pretty girl. I still look at pictures of her and just admire her beauty. Ugh, I'm confused! I wish I knew what to do!
God, I'm dizzy!!