Carry On

Jul 03, 2006 22:18

Well, it's been a week since the break-up. It's still tough, but I'm not really crying anymore. I realize I have to go on with life. I can't sit around the house being depressed. "The relationship is over, deal with it!!" That's what I tell myself. Yes, I miss him, yes, I love him... but maybe he wasn't the right one for me? Or at least I can convince myself of that, right?! I guess that is a good thing (or bad thing?) about my being so strong willed and independent? Who knows... but I am still searching for new paths in life.

Most likely Hawaii is not an option. I spoke with my professor, and she said she went to grad school in HI and still couldn't find a job out there, that's why she came home to CA. So, I think I might try Australia or New Zealand. I have found, however, that work visas and permits are required. I've also found mention og about a 6 month waiting period before most people find work. Hmmmm.... don't know what to think about that?! Would still like to go to grad school out there though.
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