Best Friend
I'm still surviving. Tough, lots of stress.... and forcing myself to eat food. I realize I haven't eaten anything since Tuesday night, so I am sitting down to make myself a nice bowl of Raumen noodle. I'm still a bit emotional, but gettin better at not crying when I think of a good memory of Jeff and I, or see a picture of him still up in my house. I realize it isn't only the love that hurts, it's also the fact that I have lost the best friend I had for four years. That's tough as well.
I must also say that the temperatures in Long Beach are scorching. All the animals are very lathargic and don't do anything all day. I don't blame them. I'm sweating buckets just sitting in my house. I have fans running, and even if I were running around naked, short of sitting in the shower all day, I'm still hot and sweating. I do admit that when the sun goes down, the house cools off quite nicely, so sleeping is pleasant. When I am getting sleep that is.... seems that before you go to bed, that's a good time for the mind to wander and think of memories and such. Kinda sucks.
I got another friggin parking ticket today on my car window for parking in red. That makes two for the month. Guess I have to start walking several blocks to my home again so I may park on a white curb instead of a red one. Damn red curbs and damn the cop wannabe that keeps ticketing my car!!!!
I must also say that the temperatures in Long Beach are scorching. All the animals are very lathargic and don't do anything all day. I don't blame them. I'm sweating buckets just sitting in my house. I have fans running, and even if I were running around naked, short of sitting in the shower all day, I'm still hot and sweating. I do admit that when the sun goes down, the house cools off quite nicely, so sleeping is pleasant. When I am getting sleep that is.... seems that before you go to bed, that's a good time for the mind to wander and think of memories and such. Kinda sucks.
I got another friggin parking ticket today on my car window for parking in red. That makes two for the month. Guess I have to start walking several blocks to my home again so I may park on a white curb instead of a red one. Damn red curbs and damn the cop wannabe that keeps ticketing my car!!!!