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Jesus christ that girl is brave!!!! She just decides to say something or do something and she jumps. Straight off the clift and luckily right into my arms. It was amazing. I admire how brave she is to put herself out there like that. I never could have. I would have felt something, over thought it until i worried myself to death, writen about her under some sort of a code name, talked to my friends about her until they were sick to death of hearing about it, writen her poems that no one would ever read and if they did, she would never know were about her. But i never would have, in the middle of a converstation, just laid it out there like that. It was...refreshing.
So now we have a real date, a grownup date as i use to call them when i was little, on friday night. *smiles brightly* I'm in charge of planning it, so we'll see what happens. Something romanticy, but still fun because above all else this girl is fun! We'll see, i think i want to go downtown because nothing by me is really fun or exciting. hehe But idk yet...i'll definitly keep you posted.
I have to be honest, at first i was thinking only friendship with this amazing girl. I really wasnt ready to date again, wasnt ready to touch again, wasnt ready to connect in any truly deep way. But she some how got passed my radar and as i got to know her better and better, I fell more and more into her personality and her eyes and her laugh. I'm not jumping the gun, i'm not planning the wedding. I'm taking things one day at a time, one date at a time, and more importantly ONE moment at a time. Because otherwise i will worry and think too too much. hehe I'm just going to be happy and enjoy the moments i spend with her.
I hope everyone else is having a good week, and that they didnt get woken up by that crazy thunderstorm this morning. It was insane! I didnt get to bed until around 4 am, was up writing and talking to north on the phone, and then the storm started around 6, so no sleep again tonight for little lizzie may. *laughs* But i will admit it was beautiful and inspiring to watch. I just love the rain.
Got to go for now...North is comming over for movies, junk food, and to talk about THE party on Saturday. By the way, if you are comming can you please just send me a quick email letting me know that you are and if you are bringing anyone. Dont worry about the time, anytime after 8 is ok by me. *smiles* But i'm just worrying a bit about how many people are actully going to be there. *smiles* So shoot me an email people when you have time, and dont forget to bring something, anything because this chickie is still poor and cant buy everything for everyone. hehe I really cant wait to see you guys. I've missed you all sooo sooo much!
Xxoxoo, Liz
So now we have a real date, a grownup date as i use to call them when i was little, on friday night. *smiles brightly* I'm in charge of planning it, so we'll see what happens. Something romanticy, but still fun because above all else this girl is fun! We'll see, i think i want to go downtown because nothing by me is really fun or exciting. hehe But idk yet...i'll definitly keep you posted.
I have to be honest, at first i was thinking only friendship with this amazing girl. I really wasnt ready to date again, wasnt ready to touch again, wasnt ready to connect in any truly deep way. But she some how got passed my radar and as i got to know her better and better, I fell more and more into her personality and her eyes and her laugh. I'm not jumping the gun, i'm not planning the wedding. I'm taking things one day at a time, one date at a time, and more importantly ONE moment at a time. Because otherwise i will worry and think too too much. hehe I'm just going to be happy and enjoy the moments i spend with her.
I hope everyone else is having a good week, and that they didnt get woken up by that crazy thunderstorm this morning. It was insane! I didnt get to bed until around 4 am, was up writing and talking to north on the phone, and then the storm started around 6, so no sleep again tonight for little lizzie may. *laughs* But i will admit it was beautiful and inspiring to watch. I just love the rain.
Got to go for now...North is comming over for movies, junk food, and to talk about THE party on Saturday. By the way, if you are comming can you please just send me a quick email letting me know that you are and if you are bringing anyone. Dont worry about the time, anytime after 8 is ok by me. *smiles* But i'm just worrying a bit about how many people are actully going to be there. *smiles* So shoot me an email people when you have time, and dont forget to bring something, anything because this chickie is still poor and cant buy everything for everyone. hehe I really cant wait to see you guys. I've missed you all sooo sooo much!
Xxoxoo, Liz