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So I've been thinking about things a lot this week. It's really getting me frustrated.
I mean things have been going on with him for the past couple of months but I don't know if anything bigger will happen with him. I think I'm slowly starting to like him where as when it all started it was just for fun. But like I dunno. I don't know how he feels. I'm pretty much 100% sure that he doesn't feel anything. Which sucks. But it's to be expected. Rejection is my best friend. I know it all too well. I should be used to it by now but it still really hurts.
I don't know if you've ever been in a situation like mine but it's not fun when you are on my side of the fence. What's even worse is that I can't stop myself from wanting to hang with him.
It's times like these where I wish I could read minds and see what it is that he truly wants out of this. Gah!
I want to talk to someone about this but it seems like this is the only means of communication that won't judge me. Until someone reads this, that is.
I mean things have been going on with him for the past couple of months but I don't know if anything bigger will happen with him. I think I'm slowly starting to like him where as when it all started it was just for fun. But like I dunno. I don't know how he feels. I'm pretty much 100% sure that he doesn't feel anything. Which sucks. But it's to be expected. Rejection is my best friend. I know it all too well. I should be used to it by now but it still really hurts.
I don't know if you've ever been in a situation like mine but it's not fun when you are on my side of the fence. What's even worse is that I can't stop myself from wanting to hang with him.
It's times like these where I wish I could read minds and see what it is that he truly wants out of this. Gah!
I want to talk to someone about this but it seems like this is the only means of communication that won't judge me. Until someone reads this, that is.