Feeling blessed
Feeling much better now that I'm in my own home, slept well last night and also have had Noki and her snuggles and some good food and stuff. Will see if the post-op blues will abate more in the following days (fingers crossed). I emailed the gyn ward to see if they could help and shall hopefully get a response early next week the latest.
I have been recovering so fast and so well that I'm just WTF because the last time it took me weeks to even walk properly what with all the complications and antibiotics and stuff. I even managed a minor bedtime wank last night with a clit buzzer and a bumtoy the size of a big man's thumb, so I didn't poke any of the areas that I'd been operated on, and that really helped me relax before falling asleep. And I also believe that it really did help with the hormonal depression from the op, so that was also great.
Also, I actually feel far less fatigued than I was before the op, now that so much of the pelvic crap has been removed. I'd known for years that endometriosis caused chronic fatigue because of the constant inflammation and stuff and obvy, the daily pelvic pain wasn't nice to live with. I only have pain on the left side of my lower abdomen because for some dumb reason, the gyn didn't fix a small hernia there (which I hope to get fixed if I ever get that tummy tuck op), but... I feel much lighter and sharper and more alert and awake, and while I'm still... not exactly normal or bouncy or whatever, and don't consider myself cured from CFS, I do feel a lot more able now, you know? Bless all the Durgas that were helping me during this week! ♥
And oh? Minna emailed me and told me she got the keys to my new flat on Wednesday :D I am seeing her on Tuesday (insallah) and she'll hand them over to me and she said "just to let you know that now you can start fulfilling all your renovation dreams!" :D She's an angel, did I mention that?
And again, thanks to everyone for your wonderful well-wishes, and as pineapple_sky and nuraicha said, I have enough Jaffars to last me until Christmas :3
*snuggles you all*
I have been recovering so fast and so well that I'm just WTF because the last time it took me weeks to even walk properly what with all the complications and antibiotics and stuff. I even managed a minor bedtime wank last night with a clit buzzer and a bumtoy the size of a big man's thumb, so I didn't poke any of the areas that I'd been operated on, and that really helped me relax before falling asleep. And I also believe that it really did help with the hormonal depression from the op, so that was also great.
Also, I actually feel far less fatigued than I was before the op, now that so much of the pelvic crap has been removed. I'd known for years that endometriosis caused chronic fatigue because of the constant inflammation and stuff and obvy, the daily pelvic pain wasn't nice to live with. I only have pain on the left side of my lower abdomen because for some dumb reason, the gyn didn't fix a small hernia there (which I hope to get fixed if I ever get that tummy tuck op), but... I feel much lighter and sharper and more alert and awake, and while I'm still... not exactly normal or bouncy or whatever, and don't consider myself cured from CFS, I do feel a lot more able now, you know? Bless all the Durgas that were helping me during this week! ♥
And oh? Minna emailed me and told me she got the keys to my new flat on Wednesday :D I am seeing her on Tuesday (insallah) and she'll hand them over to me and she said "just to let you know that now you can start fulfilling all your renovation dreams!" :D She's an angel, did I mention that?
And again, thanks to everyone for your wonderful well-wishes, and as pineapple_sky and nuraicha said, I have enough Jaffars to last me until Christmas :3
*snuggles you all*